Stumbling Again

11 Months Old

2012-02-16T13:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Mae,

You turned 11 months old today and the fact that we only have one month until you're 1 year old is just blowing my mind. This year has literally flown by and I remember going into the hospital to deliver you like it was yesterday.

Your 10th month has been no exception in regards to new tricks and blooming personality. You point and wave at anything and anyone. I love it because when you point you will say, "Oooooh" and wait for me to respond. When you point at food, you go, "mmmmmmm!" You definitely have dad ("da") and mom ("mamamamama") down and you most recently started saying, "Ni-ni-ni-ni" when you want to go to bed...it's pretty much adorable.

Resting in your stroller

Your 10th month has been devoted to trying to walk independently and at the end of this month you did just that--you took 5-6 consecutive steps before tumbling to your bottom (Feb. 14th!). At this point, you are still most comfortable walking hand in hand with an adult. It's funny because you actually don't like crawling anymore...it's either cruise, or if there's nothing to cruise along, cry until someone comes to help you walk. And speaking of crying, you have started throwing mini temper tantrums when we don't do what you want us to--it's giving me a little glimpse of what's to come and I'm a little nervous that you were created by two very strong-willed parents...

You aren't much for being carried anymore either. I guess you are becoming a little more independent and sometimes I just crave for you to sit peacefully in my arms or rest your head on my shoulder--and every once in a while you will do just that...so I stop, I breath in your sweet smell and listen to your deep breaths or your little hums and I just can't but help to feel like the luckiest mama in all the land.

Trying on your tutu I made you for Mardi Gras.

Not so sure, haha.

Watching the rain poor from the sky

Gobbling up yet another banana, your absolute favorite food right now.

Cracking up with daddy

My girl, you got your first tooth this month and it looks so stinkin' cute. I think you might have a few more on the way and I like that they are coming slowly because I know I'm going to miss your cute gummy smile.

You make my heart go all-a-flutter. You giggle, you dance (and sing and sweetly hum!), you laugh hard, you oooooh and ahhhhhh, and you like to share what you find and you talk with me about everything. Being your mama is truly a delight!

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,

Your Mama

Mardi Gras Parades!

2012-02-13T07:48:00.000-08:00

Mae experienced her first Mardi Gras parade on Sunday, February 12th. She loved hearing the bands and watching the dancers. She was mesmerized by the huge floats and the men in costume. Overall, I think we have a serious parader on our hands!

Fueling up on bananas
Rolling to St. Charles Street

The best place to watch the parades

Parading with a friend who was showing Mae how to get the best throws--thanks Anne Cameren!

Here come the floats!

What a catch!!! (thanks Aunt Shelley!)

Bopping to the music!

Oh what a day!

Tid Bits

2012-01-31T08:30:00.000-08:00

Mae is getting closer to her 1 year birthday and I couldn't be in more disbelief. I swear it's like she was born yesterday, but at the same time, she has never not been part of our lives. I can't begin to describe how much I love her, how intensely I love her, how my life has been impacted by her, and just how much I freaking love her.

Those lips! Our naps together! Her warmth! Her sweet sleep sounds!

Her looooooooove for shoes! Her "guilty" looks! Her curiosity!

Her button nose! Her chub! Her arms wrapped tightly around my neck!

I seriously love her like crazy.

Mae is 10 Months Old!

2012-01-20T12:02:00.000-08:00

Dear Mae,

You turned 10 months old on Monday, Martin Luther King Jr.’s birthday. Unfortunately, you were in the midst of battling your first sickness so it wasn’t as much of a celebration as we had hoped for. However, when we sang you happy birthday we managed to get a good smile and a little squeal from you! Even when you were sick, you tried to smile and giggle, only to realize that everything still hurt.

Your 9th month has been full of development, smiles, laughter, tumbles and bouncing (ha!). You are pretty confident in your ability to pull up to standing and cruise along just about anything. You love walking along the wall (only to stop at every outlet and try to eat them) and you really enjoy cruising along the kitchen cabinets (only to stop at every knob and try to eat them). You wave at everyone and everything. You clap when you want to make us smile. You throw your hands up in the air when we yell “touchdown!” You point to pictures you want us to take you to and you giggle in delight looking at everyone’s smiles in the photographs. Quite possibly one of my favorite things on this planet is watching you outstretch your chubby little pointer finger waving your arm in all directions. I think it’s reflective of your fascination with LIFE! It’s like you’re saying, “Look at EVERYTHING MAMA! Look at the sky and the trees. Look at your beautiful family and their smiles. Look it’s DAAAAAADDY! Aren’t we just the luckiest!” And, my sweet girl, because of you, I can honestly say I do feel like the luckiest. The world is full of wonder and I love watching you explore and develop a interest with all that is around you.

At the end of your 9th month you go sick for the first time. You were sick for 8 days and it was awful. You were so sad and just didn’t understand what had happened. You coughed and snotted everywhere. You only wanted to snuggle with us and sometimes you would just cry which is so unlike you. It was so hard not being able to just “fix it”, but the good news is you’re on the mend and have somehow come out of this with more energy than ever before!

Just into your 10th month you have become a brave little girl and are starting to let go of whatever you’re using as a crutch to walk. You will stop and ponder if you should let go and then suddenly, up fly your hands, arms straight in the air, a freaked out look on your face, and 2 seconds later you’re plopped on the floor. You’re not so sure about the standing solo thing, but you’re determined to figure it out so that you can get more places faster. Keep being brave Mae.

I love you my sweet baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

Play Time!

2012-01-10T07:08:00.000-08:00

Mae is really starting to enjoy all of her toys and tries her hardest to figure them out. It's amazing to see what she remembers from the previous day (for example, how the boat opens and how we growl when we see the lion). Here is Mae enjoying playtime in her bedroom...

Playing with Noah's Ark--being super silly!

Finding the "right" animal!

Such a determined look--ha ha!

Sweet chubby fingers...

And adorable little toes!

I love that she is such a happy little girl--she is growing up so fast and I don't want to miss a beat.

Santa Picture 2011!

2012-01-05T09:56:00.000-08:00

I really wanted to get a picture of Mae with Santa for her 1st Christmas. Unfortunately, I procrastinated and procrastinated and then I talked myself out of it on 2-3 different occassions (it's too expensive!, she doesn't know any better!, one day we won't have a choice!) but come Christmas Eve my heart felt heavy that we hadn't gotten a Santa picture and my dear hubby set out with me at 7:30am to Lakeside Mall...yes, 7:30AM on Christmas Eve.

We arrived at the bustling mall only to discver the red and green sign that read, "Santa will return at..." and the giant Santa clock set with the big hand pointed at the 12 and the little hand pointed at 10...yup, 10am on Christmas Eve.

I huffed and I puffed, livid that this information was not clearly stated on the mall's website. I told Chris it just wasn't meant to be and that we should leave, enjoy Christmas Eve morning at home, and forget about the darn picture.

Thank goodness I married a patient man, who looked at me, shook his head and told me that we were going to wait for Santa (gasp!). So, wait we did. We walked around the mall, we enjoyed the Christmas music, lights and bustle. We shopped. We ate breakfast...we saw Santa walk in in his street clothes so I proceeded to slam my egg-biscuit-McMuffin (barf). We went to stand in line at 9:30am, Santa was dressed and smiling and already accepting his first kiddos.

We waited for perhaps 10 minutes. Mae sat on Santa's lap in his gigantic sleigh. She couldn't keep her eyes off him. We tried to get her to smile at the camera, but she only wanted to stare at him, then back at me, then back at him. The camera lady took 3 pictures. Santa started to talk to Mae and she started to cry. I wisked her off his lap, we paid $30 for 1 5x7 and 2 3.5x5 pictures. And off we went, I carried her through the mall, we buckled her into her carseat, she fell asleep on the way home and was in her crib just in time for a morning nap.

I love this picture and I will forever cherish this memory.

Pre Christmas and Christmas Eve 2011

2012-01-05T09:44:00.000-08:00

In photos--I think all of them are self explanatory.
[I am so very lucky.]

Christmas 2011!!

2012-01-05T09:05:00.000-08:00

I am going to do another post on Pre-Christmas and Christmas Eve "stuff" but I wanted to show my family and friends (per a few requests!) what our Christmas was like this year. We had a wonderful time sharing the holiday festivities with Mae. Like most parents say, the holidays take on a whole new meaning once it is shared with a child. Mae loved, LOVED!, having a Christmas tree in her house. Every morning and afternoon after school, she would wave and "talk" to her tree. Of course, she enjoyed pulling on all the dangling ornaments and she took pleasure it looking at (and occasionally touching, pushing, moving, holding) the presents under the tree. This will, of course, be a Christmas we will never forget. My many blessings have never been so vivid and have never been more appreciated than during this Christmas Season.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

9 Months Old

2011-12-20T10:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Mae,

You turned 9 months old on December 16th! You continue to amaze me with all the things you are learning and the personality that is really shining through now. You pull up to standing with very little effort, you can also get back down (which took some serious learning because that drop scared you initially!), you can crawl, and you have started to walk while holding onto something (like along the couch or ottoman). We can tell you are trying to say some words now, like bye bye, dad, mom, and Duck. You wave bye bye and hello and you have recently started clapping. One thing is a constant, you are a very happy little girl. You smile and giggle most of the time. You are a curious little bugger too--grabbing at things, exploring your environment, and watching us intently as we do things. The ladies at daycare said you are no longer "sweet" because you just want to do your own thing. Specifically, you're a busy baby and don't want to be bothered with them--ha ha. I agree you're busy, but I still think you're super sweet and you are still very cuddly with the people you love! In fact, you are giving us real hugs now which is pretty much my most favorite thing in this entire universe. Checking things out at the race track
Waiting patiently for her tub to fill up!
She can reverse in her walker but not go forward--you can see she has so much fun regardless of which direction she's headed!

Successful in getting an ornament off the tree--so proud of herself!

In your 8th month you have gone to the Horse Track and learned to gamble. We went to Stockton to visit your Great Grandmother, we celebrated Thanksgiving and we got to see your face light up when your very own tree was put up and decorated in your house. On December 19th (just into your 9th month), we had to make the difficult decision of getting your tear duct cleared--mommy and daddy were frantic, but you handled it like a champ.

Mae you are absolutely the most wonderful human being I know. My heart has never felt so big.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,

Your Mama

Our Trip to Stockton

2011-12-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

Last weekend we traveled to Stockton, CA to celebrate Chris's Grandmother's 90th birthday (90 years--wow!). Mae is OtherGranny's only Grandchild so it was extra special to witness their meeting of each other. Mae adored her and vice versa as you can see so clearly in the pictures below--such a wonderful and memorable trip!

(these party hats were handmade my Chris's cousins--aren't they amazing?!?!)

While we were in Stockton we also got to meet up with my family on Sunday. I don't have any pictures of it, but we had a great time catching up. I miss my family immensely and it gets harder and harder to be so far away from them--so even seeing them for just one day means the world to me.

And just to note, Mae did great on the plane to and from Stockton! It took us all day to get there (8 hours, no plane changes and two stops) and all day to get home. Mae did wonderfully and only got a little stir crazy near the end (as did all the adults)!! Iam hoping we have a little traveller on our hands since she will be on planes for most of her life seeing as her Mama's family lives across the country!

Happy 90th Birthday OtherGranny!!!!

Celebrating 3 Years

2011-11-22T12:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Chris,

I am so excited to be celebrating our third year of marriage today. You have blessed me in more ways than I could ever count and in more ways than I will ever know. We met each other when we were 18 years old, fresh out of high school and reveling in our newly found independence. We found each other in the dorms at CU Boulder, we partied a bit, we skied a lot, we laughed a ton, we had amazing conversations, and all the while we were falling into a deep love that would take us from friends, to partners, to husband and wife, to mom and dad. I love you my darling and I look forward to the many years to come....be it 68, 72, or 74...I can't wait!

Young love
Laughter
Kisses
Vows

Blessed roads
Forever Love

I love you with all my heart,
Laura

8 Month Letter

2011-11-17T06:55:00.000-08:00

Dear Mae,
You turned 8 months old today and as we sang you happy birthday you grinned from ear to ear, jumping up in down in your exerciser with such pride and happiness. I would say this is how you are a majority of the time: smiling, giggling, curious, and happy.

Your seventh month has been filled with milestones, it’s like you woke up one day, about half way through your 7th month, and decided you should start moving, and ever since you haven’t stopped! You have learned to sit up from lying down, you can find and put your paci into your mouth, you roll over both directions, you have mastered crawling and you even pull up to standing all on your own (boy was that exciting to walk into your room to get you after your nap to see you standing there smiling at me!).

We call you a little monkey because you make your way into everything, you crawl over just about anything, you attempt to wiggle your way out of every diaper change and you love to dangle upside down! During your 7th month you have also decided to start jumping in your Johnny Jump-Up which never fails to make us laugh. As you can tell, the movement doesn’t seem to stop for long.

You are a social baby and you always smile at everyone or squawk at strangers to try to get their attention. You have also been practicing waving hello and goodbye, it's truly the sweetest little wave I have ever seen! You also love to yell and make all kinds of noises. Even more, you mimic (with impressive precision) the noises we make at you.

You love eating solid foods too…we can’t seem to get them into your mouth fast enough. I hope this continues because it makes feeding you so much fun!

At the end of your 7th month, your Grammy came to visit and we all had fun taking you to the park so you could swing…of course you adored this too! It was a blast having your Grammy in town!!

Mae, you are the light of my life, you make me feel hopeful, loved, and happy.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

Halloween 2011

2011-11-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

Celebrating Mae's first Halloween was so much fun! I dressed Mae up in her costume for daycare and was able to go visit her for their Halloween Party! Mae was so excited that I was at school with her, she was smiling and squealing and climbing all over me--it was very sweet. In fact, when I went to help another baby, Mae didn't like that at all, she wanted me all to herself. After her school party, we went to Mia and Sully's to hand out candy and see all the trick treaters. We had so much fun all day!!!

It was my most favorite Halloween EVER!

Boo at the Zoo 2011

2011-11-09T07:27:00.001-08:00

The Saturday before Halloween (10-29-11) we joined up with some friends to take our kids to everyone's first Boo at the Zoo! While the kiddos were still a little young to enjoy all the festivities, it was still great to get together with everyone. The babies enjoyed checking out the costumes and playing with one another. The adults enjoyed a great night with friends and also loved looking at all the sweet, scary, and hilarious costumes!

Everyone gathered at our house before we headed to the zoo...

KK with Konnor the Pirate, Sarah with Avery the Bumble Bee, and Me with Mae the Aerobics Instructor!!

We had so much fun and we hope to go back again next year!

Happy Halloween!!

2011-11-01T06:52:00.001-07:00

A full Halloween synopsis to come, but we hope you had a Spook-tacular Halloween, we sure did! Mae loved looking at all the costumes and she rocked it as a Jazzerciser--man I love those chubb-a-licious thighs--nom nom!!

7 Month Letter

2011-10-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

7 Months Old

Dear Mae,

You are 7 months old and a very busy baby. You have recently started to get up on all fours to rock, trying your best to get the momentum to crawl. You will also put your cute little butt up in the air while balancing on your hands and feet, it’s the cutest thing I have ever seen. We tease that you are going to be a Yoga Guru, having learned downward facing dog at the young age of 7 months! All your efforts often result in you scooting backwards rather than forwards which frustrates you to no end. You will yelp and grunt in desperation to get whatever is in front of you, only to end up moving further and further away from it. My sweet girl, it’s apparent that determination is going to be one of your outstanding qualities!

On September 22, 2011 we took you to your first Saint's game and you loved looking at everyone and everything. In fact, by the time we actually took our seats in the stands, you quickly passed out in my arms and napped for a solid hour and half, thank goodness for ear muffs because it was loud in there!

Our good friends Hilary and Eddie also came for a visit in early October, they loved playing peek a boo with you and we all enjoyed a fun day in the park at a beer and dog festival.

You are also climbing on us, pulling my hair and daddy’s glasses, head butting us in excitement and giving us nice neck squeezes. You get so excited when either daddy or I walk into a room, it’s like your whole world has been upgraded to a 10++ just by our presence. Needless to say, you make us feel like royalty! You have also started to reach for us, stretching out those chubby little arms (with the loveliest of wrist rolls) in an effort for a sweet embrace from your mama, it truly warms my heart.

You love being outside, you love going in the stroller and you will stare at trees, birds, and pretty clouds all day until your lids grow so heavy that you fall into a nice dream state. You love rocking with Mia on her front porch, staring at all the action and talking with the neighbors. Now that the weather is nice, we get to spend more time outside and I love watching you check out everything with such fascination. You will turn and look at me like, “Did you see that mama?!?!”

This month you have also decided to talk non-stop, you have so much to tell everyone. Just yesterday, I walked into the daycare room to find you laying on your stomach just squealing and screeching with so much delight, the baby you were talking to was giving you all his undivided attention, I can tell you are going to be quite the story-teller, just like your dad. You also love it when anyone waves at you and you will occassionally give a quick wave back, it's super adorable.

And, while I could go on and on, my final observation this month is that you are eating more food and you are loving it. You will bang on your tray if I don’t get it to your mouth fast enough. You open your mouth sooooo wide as though you’re preparing to eat an entire apple whole. You smile and squeal with excitement while you are being fed and sometimes you get so overwhelmed with happiness that it just comes oooozing out the sides…it’s pretty awesome. You’re awesome.

Overall Mae, you are one happy little girl, which makes me one happy mama.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

7 Months Old--Wow!

2011-10-22T17:01:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, October 16th, was Mae's 7 month birthday. I know, I know, I can hardly manage it myself. This little firecracker is changing and growing each and every day. She is loving life and we are loving sharing in her joy! Here are some shots from an impromtu photo shoot of my girl on her birthday.

She's been getting up on all fours...

And lunging at things!

Sometimes she just decides to do downward facing dog pose

So proud of herself!

Although it usually ends with a face plant (we've even had 1 bloody nose- so sad!)

She usually just gets right back up (with our help) and tries again. You go girl!

6 Month Pictures

2011-10-08T12:34:00.001-07:00

6 Month Birthday Picture!
Reading with Daddy
Go Buffs!

A couple weekends ago we went to Audubon Park for a breakfast picnic...

6.5 Month Letter

2011-10-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Mae,

You are six and a half months into your life and I lose my breath every time I try to wrap my mind around the fact that over half a year has passed since you were born. I pretty much don't know how I'm handling this whole getting older thing. It's really fun to watch you grow but it also pulls at my every heart string because I just love that you are so sweet and innocent right now. I love that your world is simply playing, eating, sleeping and smiling at us. I love that all is okay as long as you're with us and I heart the fact that you would rather be with no one other than us. It's just bitter sweet this whole parenting gig.

Enough about me and all my goeyness for you. You my little baby are just amazing. You are rolling both directions (although still hiding the tummy to back from us), you are reaching for EVERYTHING in sight (we are at the point where we try to grab it faster than you--where you suddenly have super amazing go-go gadget arms and grab things we thought for sure were faaaaar from your reach...), you lean backwards and roll this way and that way trying to get at every last thing that you see. To say you're a curious little bugger would be a huge understatement. Just yesterday I left you sitting in the comforts of your boppy and before I knew it, you were on your tummy desperately trying to make your way to your basket of toys--you were pushing those roll-filled legs and reaching those little arms and stretching those chubby fingers as faaaaar as humanly possible in a desperate attempt to get ANYTHING from that basket. Then, after a few seconds of trying, you let out a huge scream--OH THE FRUSTRATION of not being able to get what you want! It's hilarious and also scary because I know you will be moving before we know it. Then, leaving you for a second in your boppy will be a distant dream! Speaking of frustration, your teacher at daycare told me we have to work on your frustration tolerance--hahahahaha--you are a determined baby girl (your dad might have said those are your mama's genes in action)!

You are a happy baby Mae. You smile at just about anyone and you pump your arms up and down with pure excitement. You love it when someone waves at you--you think it's super fantastic and will even squeal in return. You giggle when we pull you to standing, when we blow on your tummy, when we kiss the crook of your neck and when daddy plays football with you ('HUT HUT HIKE" "OOOOOH, FUMBLE!"). You get beyond excited when we get you out of your crib in the morning and you can hardly get your smile big enough when we sing the "Who Dat" chant to you....oh, you get the point, just about everything makes you happy unless you're hungry, tired, or frustrated at not being able to get the thing you want.

Your favorite game to play is peek-a-boo and you initiate it all by yourself. If we give you a blanket or towel, you quickly pull it up over your face and drop it down, over and over again, giggling the entire time, grinning from ear to ear. If you don't have a towel, you will put your head to the floor (or on my chest) and lift up your face, up-down-up-down, all with pure delight. It's priceless.

You started eating solid foods this month. It was a slow start but you're starting to like it more. You still aren't eating much, but you're getting more excited about actually eating, so that's been fun to watch.

I am not going to write about your sleep because as soon as I do it will change. Let's just say, the sleep training continues and you are trying your best.

Mae, your mama and dada love you so much it can make our hearts feel like they are going to explode right out of our chests. Seriously, you bring a whole new dimension of happiness into our lives and it's so hard to put into words the joy you have imposed into both our hearts. You are a splendid addition to our family, you fit perfectly, and we love you more than you'll ever understand.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

**I will try to post pictures tomorrow!**

A Lot of Complaining and An Update!

2011-09-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

Mae turned 6 months old on September 16th and I still haven’t gotten around to writing her a letter. I have been very busy and I’ve been very tired! You see, I got sick while I was in Reno. It’s a nasty little bug that is still lingering in my system. It causes lots and lots of congestion which everyone knows is no fun and no good for sleep. Add to that a baby who doesn’t sleep well and you’ve got one tired mama. To make matters more challenging, I passed this cold onto Chris last week so he’s been totally out of commission for almost an entire week now. That means I’ve been doing 75% of the duties we commonly share and I’ve been on 100% “take care of Mae all night duty.” To say I’m tired would be such an understatement!

I know that “this to shall pass.” And trust me, I know it will. I already look at the stages that have passed with her and I can’t believe they are over (i.e. wanting to always sleep with me, oh how I wish I would have just held onto this one a little more and for a little longer!). But, Mae is challenging me with her sleep. I took a class at our local Parenting Center yesterday on sleep for 6-12 month old babies. I have read lots of books about sleep. I know, kind of, what I’m doing wrong, but I also feel like all this education sounds great in a book and in a presentation, but the realities are much harder. Plus, Mae doesn’t always suffer from the same sleep issue, it’s constantly changing. Just 3 weeks ago, our issue was she would go to sleep at 6pm, wake up at 2am for a snack or paci, and wake up completely ready for her day at 4am and then take her first nap at 6am (FYI, babies should NOT “nap” at 6am, haha!). Now this week, she’s going to bed a little later and she’s not getting up for her day until 6am, buuuuut she’s waking up a lot throughout the night. Last night, she was up from 1-3am and I was up for 5:30am (listening to Chris blow his gosh dang nose--ugh!). That means, from 1-6am I got a whopping 2 (2.5?) hours of mediocre sleep. Add to that the fact that work has been crazy busy, busier than it’s ever been, and I’m just hoping my make-up covers my dark circles. I need sleep. Sleep deprivation and a history of clinical depression do not mix well. I’ve had some serious breakdowns because all I want to do is sleep and the only thing that keeps tickling my fingertips but doesn’t let me grab it, is sleep. Anyhow, that’s where I’m at right now. I have a baby who won’t sleep, a cold that won't go away, and husband who is sick and all I want is a night (or day?!) of sleep.

[Regardless, the dreaded "Sleep Training" starts next week, when I have a partner who can help me...I'll keep you posted]

Now, I will get to the 6 month letter because Mae is also amazing. She is doing amazing things and even in my sleep deprived state I can’t get enough of her. She is so sweet and she is at a great age (totally interactive but not yet mobile!). She loves to cuddle (errrr, sometimes) and she is grabbing things like it’s no big deal. She sits up unassisted and she is rolling both directions (although, she likes to think I don’t know this. That is, she will only roll from her tummy to her back when she is in her crib and thinks I’m not watching; otherwise, if she thinks I’m watching or she wants my attention, she will flail on her tummy, screeching for my assistance--too funny). She is lunging for items out of her reach which makes me think crawling/scooting isn’t too far off. She has added consonants to her endless babble and she loves, LOVES, making noise. We started feeding her solids on her 6 month birthday. This hasn’t gone well at all. She doesn’t like anything we’ve given her so far and I’ve been unmotivated to really try hard (read above paragraph as to why), but we’re getting there. She does like to squish food in her hands and rub it all over the place which is pretty stinkin' cute.

Anyhow, that’s all that’s happening around this neck of the woods. I need sleep, my baby needs to learn to eat and sleep, my husband needs to get well, and all the while, I’m loving my little girl more than I ever thought humanly possible. The end.

Fun with Friends in Reno

2011-09-16T07:35:00.001-07:00

We had a fun night of catching up with friends while we were in Reno. Two of my besties also have baby girls, Elle is 8 months old, Gemma (center) is 7 months old and Mae is of course 5.5 months old. The girls had fun checking each other out, pulling hair and poking eyes--so cute! They will be best friends forever so its fun to capture the very beginnings of their lifelong friendships!

So much love and tons of fun!!

Summer Reno Trip

2011-09-15T11:11:00.001-07:00

Chris, Mae and I flew to Reno for a week last week (Mae was 5 months 3 weeks old). She did great on all the plane rides (a little rough for one, but not terrible) and we didn't have any delays which is truly a miracle. We flew out on Saturday during Tropical Storm Lee, so we were very thankful that we even got there! It was a quick and memorable trip.

Mae in her own seat on the airplane (luckily lots of people canceled their flights because of the storm, so we got a row to ourselves!)

Tuckered out after the flight from New Orleans to Vegas

Jameson and I playing at Buck's Lake

Korbin and Bill wakeboarding

Jamie and Bill, so cute!

Jameson, 1 1/2 years old

Bill checking out the beautiful water he's about to shred!

Chris, Mae and I on our way back from our "sunrise" walk (taken each morning since Mae was up at 4am everyday!)

Jamie, Korbin and I

Jameson

Mae in Uncle Bill's hat

Mae with her Aunt Mimi

Bath time!

Mae and Korbin

Mae and Grammy

Boat Model Mae

Aunt Mimi, Uncle Bill and Mae

Mae's toes in the cooooold water!

Korbin (4 years old!)

Mae and Chris all bundled for the morning boat ride

Mae and I up at Lake Tahoe

Daddy and Mae at Tahoe

Mae, my grandfather, and I

We also got to spend time with my closest friends in Reno, but I will post those pictures later (as you can see, I have sooooo many pictures!). Anyhow, another great trip--we can't wait to go back!

Happy Friday

2011-09-02T06:28:00.000-07:00

Last weekend Chris and I were going through our things so we could take a bunch of stuff to the thrift store for donation. Mae was playing on our bed and having the best time! Chris grabbed the camera to capture the moment. I hope these pictures bring smiles to your faces!!!

5 Months 1 Week Old

Mae sleeps with her arms stretched out as wide as possible--which is directly correlated to her strong aversion to being swaddled!

So cute I think.

Happy Friday Y'all!

Orange Beach Fun!

2011-08-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

We went to Orange Beach, AL at the beginning of August when Mae was 4.5 months old. We stayed on Ono island with a few friends and had the best time. This was Mae's first trip to the beach so it was tons of fun showing her the water and letting her feel the sand for the first time. Emily, Chris's God-daughter, completely adores Mae (and we completely adore her!) so she also had fun playing with Mae and showing her lots of new things!!

Emily, Chris and Mae

Mae "swimming" with Emily for the first time

Fun in the pool!

Beautiful sunset

Mae and I getting ready for the beach

Loading up on the sunscreen (yes, she had a swim suit change!)

She loved feeling the sand rush under her feet

Feeling the sand with her cute chubby fingers!

Family photo

Mae and daddy sitting in the water--she loved it!

We also took her out in the ocean with us so she could float around (obviously couldn't bring the camera--I would definitely drop it). She loved it out there. We can't wait to take her back!!!

A Typical Day

2011-08-23T16:43:00.000-07:00

A typical day in our lives ("typical" is almost laughable, because everyday is a new adventure..but you'll get the gist)...

Mae wakes up between 4-4:30am for her breakfast. After I feed her, I attempt to put her back to sleep...she rolls around in her crib until 5:15am when daddy gets up and tries to soothe her back to sleep. She wins and is taken out of her crib around 5:45am...our day begins.

Daddy and Mae play, mommy sleeps until 6:20am or so.

6:30am: Mae decides she will go back to sleep now that everyone is up (or she stays up and watches us get ready and plays with us).

6:30am: Mommy showers, daddy showers. If she went to sleep, Mae wakes up again around 7am.

Mommy takes Mae to get changed out of her PJs. I remove her diaper and she automatically pees...covering her PJs and her...I plop her in the sink (much quicker than wipes)...

Getting Clean

"Hey, this isn't so bad!"
Wrapped in her ducky towel...

Finally, a clean diaper and outfit are on...
And she's ready to go!

(These pics were taken on a Saturday--so the showering hadn't yet occurred for Mommy and we had the chance for more floor play). Typically, Monday-Friday at this point we're out the door no later than 7:45am, usually closer to 7:30am Daddy takes her to daycare and I go to work. I leave work as soon as possible, usually no later than 4pm, pick up my sweet sweet girl and head home (sometimes Mae enjoys a little snooze in the car)...

4:15: Snuggle, play, snuggle, eat

4:45-5: Bathtime

5:15: Coconut oil applied, PJs on, maybe a quick nap

5:30pm: Daddy is home!!! BIIIIIG SMILES, giggles, coos, fun!

6:00pm: Getting cranky, fed one more time

6:30pm: Lights out, night night time

6:30pm-4:30am--sometimes she sleeps through the night, sometimes she wakes up throughout the night--very unpredictable.

4:30am, Mae wakes up for breakfast and we do it all again and love just about every second--except the parts when we're not together!!

Not My Words, But This Is Good...

2011-08-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

A friend e-mailed this to me from the site, Scarymommy.com. I think anyone in the throws of parenthood can agree...

The Scary Mommy Manifesto

Please repeat after me:

• I shall maintain a sense of humor about all things motherhood, for without it, I recognize that I may end up institutionalized. Or, at the very least, completely miserable.

• I shall not judge the mother in the grocery store who, upon entering, hits the candy aisle and doles out M&Ms to her screaming toddler. It is simply a survival mechanism.

• I shall not compete with the mother who effortlessly bakes from scratch, purees her own baby food, or fashions breathtaking costumes from tissue paper. Motherhood is not a competition. The only ones who lose are the ones who race the fastest. (my favorite part!)

• I shall shoot the parents of the screaming newborn on the airplane looks of compassion rather than resentment. I am fortunate to be able to ditch the kid upon landing. They, however, are not.

• I shall never ask any woman whether she is, in fact, expecting. Ever.

• I shall not question the mother who is wearing the same yoga pants, flip-flops and t-shirt she wore to school pickup the day before. She has good reason.

• I shall never claim to know everything about any child but my own. (Who still remain a mystery to me.)

• I shall hold the new babies belonging to friends and family, so they may shower and nap, which is all any new mother really wants.

• I shall attempt to not pass down my own messed up body issues to my daughter. She deserves a mother who loves and respects herself; stretch marks, cellulite and all.

• I shall not preach the benefits of breastfeeding or circumcision or home schooling or organic food or co-sleeping or crying it out to a fellow mother who has not asked my opinion. It’s none of my damn business.

• I shall try my hardest to never say never, for I just may end up with a loud-mouthed, bikini clad, water gun shooting toddler of my very own.

• I shall remember that no mother is perfect and my children will thrive because, and sometimes even in spite, of me.

And just for good measure...out little Rock Star:

5 Month Pictures

2011-08-18T16:12:00.001-07:00

Mae turned 5 months old on Tuesday. We did a little photo shoot to capture the big day. My goodness, I just love her to pieces!!!

5 Months Old

2011-08-16T11:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Mae,

You are five months old today! You have changed so much in such a short period of time, it's been a blast watching you adapt to this crazy world you've been forced to join.

You have started giggling like crazy which is so much fun. When your daddy or I make funny faces, shout funny rhymes (like, Who Dat!) you burst into fits of laughter that make my cheeks sore! You love it when we dance for you, cheer and clap for you, or tickle your tummy or back. In fact, we can even get you to giggle just by changing your clothes and sometimes your diaper--you get the point--you're a happy little girl!

You have started to grab at things with much more intention. You pull daddy's glasses off his face and you love to run your fingers through my hair. You occasionally give me some big open mouth smooches that leave slobber dripping down my cheek and my smile stretching from ear to ear. You also nestle your face into the crook of my neck and hummmm which amuses you to no end. You roll from your back to your tummy often, but you can't seem to get from your tummy to your back which pisses you off. When you wake up in the morning, we are called to your crib by your grunts and pleas to be put back onto your back just so you can quickly role onto your tummy again--you're a silly girl!

You love picking up your toys and flailing your arms, often hitting yourself smack dab in the face with whatever object you're holding. You are getting a sense of humor and think it's funny when I pull your paci in and out of your mouth and you give me big smiles when we play peak-a-boo. You also LOVE blowing spit bubbles--you think it's so funny especially when you can make funny noises at the same time--then the smiles abound! Your daddy is still your all time favorite guy and you go nuts when he's in the room--smiling, giggling, cooing and squealing with delight. I love watching you two falling in love with each other.

You started a new daycare this week which has been interesting. You've only been there two days so it's hard to say how's it's going--but they are helping you nap and for that reason alone I know we made the right choice to switch you to this daycare. Plus, I can visit you on my lunch break which brings me so much joy (both days you were napping, but I still love seeing you!).

At any rate my girl, you are the light of our lives. You bring us so much happiness and I love being your mama. You are amazing.

I will always love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

Orange Beach 2011

2011-08-10T08:13:00.001-07:00

We went to Orange Beach, AL last weekend for a fun beach trip with friends. I have lots of fun pictures from our adventures, but I wanted to leave you with this one as enticement to come back and visit my blog for more! This is the same place we went for our babymoon when I was only 13 weeks pregnant (seems like years ago)!!!

Moving On

2011-08-08T12:42:00.000-07:00

Goodbye Audubon Primary and Ms. Grace.

Like I mentioned in my last post, Mae is changing daycares and will start at Rayne on Monday, August 15th (to be closer to my work and our home). She has been attending Audubon Primary Academy and we have thoroughly enjoyed the care she has received at this center. Ms. Grace is the woman who cared for Mae and she has done a wonderful job. Ms. Grace and the other staff members will be missed.

Ms. Grace and Mae, 8-4-2011
(Usually Mae is all smiles around Ms. Grace but she had just woken up!)
It will be a big adjustment moving to another daycare, we hope Mae adjusts well and enjoys meeting her new friends and caretakers!

Time...

2011-08-04T11:06:00.000-07:00

It seems like time is really flying by with this little girl of ours. Each day she wakes up to show me something new that she has achieved. I keep saying I want time to slow down, but since that isn't going to happen, I have decided that it's time for ME to slow down and savor the moments with greater awareness.

It is easy to say that I will do this, but harder to actually do. I love to keep a tidy home, I like to help with chores as best I can, I like to keep up with friends and family, and I choose to be aware of what is going on in the world by watching the news and reading articles. However, during the last few weeks I've realized that something has got to give in order for me to not look back on this precious time with my daughter and wish I had appreciated it more.

Alas, I have made some decisions that I hope will allow me to spend more time relishing in her.

1. I have started nursing her in her room after daycare instead of in front of the TV. In doing this, I gain a greater appreciation for this special time we get to spend together...if I only get to nurse her for a year and I live for 85 years, that means only .011% of my life will be spent doing this, so I want to savor this time.

2. I let the dishes sit and I hold off on getting chores done so she can sleep on my chest. I love the feeling of her falling asleep on me and this time is short lived (it's already getting less frequent)...the dishes, the laundry, and dinner can wait every time I get the opportunity to hold her while she snoozes.

3. I am looking into getting a housekeeper to come once or twice a month. I hope this helps me release some of the control issues I have over keeping things clean, while still keeping things clean.

4. We have moved her into a daycare that is closer to home and my work. This should buy me another hour a week with my sweet girl.

5. I watch the news each night and then turn off the TV and turn on music while we play together. I choose to read at work or when she is asleep (or to her!).

6. I am constantly asking myself what is truly important... It is: snuggle time, chatter time, reading together, watching her with amazement, seeing her smile and listening to her giggle.

7. I try to do chores around the house when she's asleep even if it means going to bed an hour later than I want to

8. I stay home. I try not to plan too much. I only get two full days a week with my girl...I want to be sure I use them wisely.

The greatest quote I ever read about being a parent is, "The days are long but the years are short." Time is not going to slow down--but I am sure going to try to put on the breaks even when the wheels are still going 100mph. I am a work in progress, I will have setbacks, but my goal is to be more mindful of the precious commodity of time.

My two favorite people--my life is so blessed by them

Mae at her current daycare--we will miss the sweet ladies who have cared for her here

I can't get enough of that smile, or her soft skin, or her perfect chubby fingers, or her wrist rolls, or her chubby thighs, or her little teeny, tiny, munchable toes.

Love her so.

4 Months Old

2011-07-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

Mae is 1 week into her fourth month of life. Recently, she has really started taking in the world and she is actually enjoying herself. She smiles, giggles, and squeals in delight. It has been so fun to watch her blossom into her own and each day truly brings about something new for this little girl.

Aunt Mimi came for a visit--this is Mae and Aunt Mimi waiting for a table at Gott Gourmet

Mae got tired of all that waiting, so once we got a table, she passed out in Aunt Mimi's arms!

Aunt Meghan (Chris's cousin) visited us from Baton Rouge with her two sweet girls Jillian (4 years) and Claire (9months). The girls couldn't get enough of each other!

Laughing with her Aunt Mimi

Chris and Mae at Thompson's 1st birthday party

Emily (Chris's God-daughter) and Mae

Thompson (1yr), Emily (3yrs) and Mae (4mos.)

Emily, Mae and I

And just a few shots of our big 4 month old girl...

A Few Milestones
*Recognizing Mommy and Daddy when we come in a room
*Realizing she can fuss and we will pick her up (uh oh!)
*She has rolled over 3 times from her back to her tummy
*Everything is finding its way into her mouth (uh oh!)
*Blowing bubbles with her own spit--very awesome!

I love her so very much--she makes my heart explode!!!

More Reno Pictures

2011-07-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

I just received some pictures from a friend and a family member from when Mae and I travelled to Reno during my maternity leave. It is crazy how much Mae has changed already (she was 9-10 weeks old during this visit)...I loved looking at these pictures and remembering all the fun we had! We are so lucky to have all these people in our lives!!

Mae and Elle (my best friend's little girl who is about 5 months old in these pics--such a sweetie pie)

A little hair pullling between besties!

Mae Resting with my sweet friend Lisa

Mae getting all bundled up for a walk in the cold Reno air--she didn't enjoy the bundling too much!

Elle and her beautiful mama, Nicole

My friends put together a little 30th birthday celebration for me

Mae and I partying (she looks soooo little--squeee!)

Elle checking me out!

Mae sleeping with Angel

My mama with all her grandkids, including Harley the pup!

A get together with the family. There were 7 kiddos at this party--soon Mae will be running around with all of them!

Mae with my Aunt Donna

My grandpa (95 years old), Mae and I

Such a wonderful and memorable trip home.
I can't wait to go back in September!

Daddy's Girl

2011-07-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

Mae is completely and totally smitten with her daddy. If she is hanging out with me, I can try to pull out all the stops to get her to giggle or smile, sometimes with little success. However, as soon as Chris walks in the room this girl is all smiles, blushing, sticking out her tongue, cooing and giggling...every.single.time. She loves her daddy so very much and it is hilarious to watch how quickly she gravitates towards him. I love watching these two interact even though they occasionally leave me out!! Am I jealous? Weeell...sort of--but really it just makes my heart melt. I love that her daddy is also her best friend--swoon!

(she is smiling at Chris in this picture)

Happy 4th of July!!

2011-07-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

We spent Mae's first 4th of July in New Orleans and we just hung around the house relaxing and enjoying each other. We didn't even make it out for fireworks and none of seemed to mind. For most of the 4th our little Mae hung out in her diaper! It's been so hot around here that when we are at home, a diaper is all this little one needs! Anyhow, here are some shots from our relaxing three day weekend spent at home together...

Cracking up!

Cutest feet ever!

Just relaxin'

Mae cuddled up on her softy blanket

Getting ready to head out on the town

Check out these cute bloomers--so patriotic!

Ready to go!

And sooooo ready for bed--Happy 4th of July!!!

15 Weeks!

2011-06-30T08:11:00.001-07:00

Mae is 15 weeks old as of yesterday (Wednesday, June 29). Within the last few weeks her personality has really started to blossom.

She is smiling more, crying less, and she is giggling on occasion.

She is such a sweet girl; for example, she loves to snuggle, so she will curl up on your shoulder or chest and just hang out, taking in the world. But, she also has a very strong and persistent personality; for example, if she is not pleased with how you are doing things, she will definitely let you know. She is patient at times; for example, she will slowly wake me up when she is ready to eat in the mornings--giving me little sounds and coughs before getting louder and louder.

She is becoming more aware of the environment around her as she resists naps in an effort to explore our interesting world for a few minutes longer. I just love her with every ounce of my being, more than I could have ever imagined. Here she is doing her two of her favorite things:

Smiling!

Sucking her fingers!

Mae is adjusting well to daycare. She is usually very happy and talkative when I pick her up. When we come home, mommy changes into her comfies and then Mae takes a bath and puts her on her comfies. We play until she falls asleep for a brief nap. As of the late, she is in bed by 7:30-8pm...she's a tired cookie after playing all day.

Each day gets more and more fun...I wish time could slow down. There are times when I stop, I stare, I hear her talking with her daddy and I just breathe in the moment--this is it, this is my family, I could ask for nothing more.

13 Week Pictures

2011-06-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

I forgot to publish this post that I wrote for her 13-week birthday...I'm a little behind, but I'm catching up as best I can!

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June 22, 2011

Mae turns 13 weeks old today. She is growing and changing right before our very eyes. Chris and I are loving every minute--even the hard ones.

A sweet smile for her mama

Flying!!

Standing!!

Observing...

I love this sweet girl so very much. She brings us so much joy. Happy 13th week my little Miss Mae.

3 Months Old

2011-06-16T11:37:00.000-07:00

June 16, 2011

Dear Mae,

You were born exactly three months ago to the day. I can’t begin to explain how our lives have changed since you entered our world. In the beginning, it was pure chaos, learning to sooth you and figuring out what your cries were all about was quite a challenge. Daddy learned how to change his first diaper and I learned how to feed someone from my body!

We have had a lot of trials and tribulations, and while I would love to say we have it figured out that would be a lie because honestly, the learning never stops. There have been tears and quick words shared out of exhaustion, but overall it has been a pure joy to have you in our family.

You have such a sweet personality and you find such joy in the simple things (a coat rack! The ceiling fan! Mom’s goofy grin! Daddy trying to sing!). We love your smile and your attempts to giggle. I love that your thighs are getting chubby and that your wrists are getting rolls. Every day I practically run out of work to pick you up at daycare since my heart aches to see you all day long. There isn’t a second that goes by that I’m not thinking about you. I LOVE hearing you “talk” to me, I honestly believe it’s the sweetest sound my ears have ever heard.

Having you in my life has changed me more than I could have planned on, you have changed my perspective on what’s important and you’ve opened my eyes to the beauty of simplicity. Every day is a new experience and I look forward to sharing many more with you!

Milestones:
- You have found your hands and you love them, you suck on your fists and desperately try to fit both in your mouth at one time
- You love your tongue, you stick it out at us and you think that it’s pretty much amazing
- You smile, a lot—big, huge, gummy smiles that make my heart melt
- You have truly giggled twice, but most of the time you just “cough” when you think something is truly fantastic
- You love to sit-up and standing up is downright awesome in your opinion
- You recognize mommy and daddy’s voices when we come in the room
- You can hold up your head pretty darn well during tummy time, but tummy time isn’t your favorite time
- You have slept through the night quite a few times, but you are not consistent about it—as soon as we think you’re sleeping through you throw us for a loop and stay up half the night!
- I’m pretty sure you think you’re funny, don’t worry I do too.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

Mae's Christening

2011-06-13T10:31:00.001-07:00

We celebrated Mae's Christening on Sunday. It was a wonderful and memorable day for all of us. Mae enjoyed her special day and just took it all in. I will never forget how beautiful she looked dressed in her Christening gown nor the fact that I became joyfully tearful walking her down the aisle. I am so happy that our little girl was so graciously welcomed into the Christian faith. I hope we can continue to guide her on the path to loving and serving the Lord!

Mae and I before walking down the aisle

The Holy Water

Sitting (or standing!) in the pew after being Baptised

I love this picture--plus you can see the oil with which she was anointed

After all was said and done

Bill and Shelley, Mae's Godparents

Chris with his Goddaughter and Bill with his

Chris's Godparents, Cliffe and Margaret

Mae with her special cake

Mae with Mia and Sully (thanks for a wonderful party!!)

Mae with her proud parents, I think she's ready to call it a day!<

A Few Reno Pics

2011-06-09T07:31:00.001-07:00

I am still waiting for pictures to be sent to me from others who took a lot more than me! Apparantely having a 10 week old in my arms 90% of the time prohibited me from taking very many pictures. None the less, here are a few moments that I captured...

Korbin sweetly petting his cousin Mae

Adorable Jameson. He too loves his cousin Mae--he loves to giggle at her and when she cries he looks at me with such concern like, "Aunt Lala do something!!"

Mae with my bestfriend Colsey of over 25 years. Colsey had a baby girl three months before Mae was born and we look forward to them becoming best friends as well!

Korbin and my mama being silly with their goggles

Aunt Mimi and Mae

Korbin looking at his cool poster from Grammy for his 4th birthday. Grammy made a collage of all the dino pictures from his adventures in New Orleans--he LOVED it!

And Jameson was just being cute as can be!

Such a fun trip, I can't wait to see more pictures from the 10 days that we were there!!!

10 Weeks Old!

2011-05-31T07:42:00.001-07:00

Our sweet baby Mae is already 10 weeks old. We have had an exciting last couple of weeks too. Mae and I traveled to Reno to visit friends and family. It was a long plane ride both directions, but Mae did fantastic. We only had one major bout of crying and one MAJOR blow-out which happened right as we were walking onto the plane! After changing her on a trashbag on the plane seats (while she screamed) she fell right to sleep and slept pretty much the whole time from Reno to Louisiana--not to shabby! I must say, it all went pretty smoothly--thank goodness!!!

Our actual visit was absolutely wonderful as well--going home always makes me wish that we lived closer to my friends and family, but it also makes me cherish the time I get to spend with them even more. While there, we got to celebrate my turning 30 and Korbin turning four. We also got to have several playdates with some of my best friends and their babies--it was a blast!

I will post pictures of our trip soon, but here are a few 10 week shots of Baby Mae.

Jazz Fest 2011

2011-05-09T06:51:00.001-07:00

Mae thoroughly enjoyed her first Jazz Fest. She napped when she wanted to and ate at all the appropriate times. When it was time to be awake, she sat with her mama and stared at all the interesting people, flags, and who knows what else! She also liked laying on her blanket and even took over my chair for a bit so she could kick her legs and smile at the canopy. She was such a joy to have at Jazz Fest and she made her parents very proud. We were also lucky that our great friends Hilary and Eddie came to enjoy the second week of the fest with us. The weather was beautiful, our amazing friends were with us, we had an excellent baby in our arms--it could not have been any better! We are so lucky!!!

Mae on the first Friday of Jazz Fest

Mae and I on Thursday listening to Lucinda Williams

Taking a nap on Friday

Lounging in mommy's chair for a bit

Hilary and Eddie enjoying their first Jazz Fest

Mae and I playing on the blanket between sets

Our first Jazz Fest with our sweet baby Mae--it was awesome!!!

6th Week in Photos

2011-05-04T07:50:00.001-07:00

Mae has had a busy sixth week of life. She attended Jazz Fest on Friday and also enjoyed a cocktail party that evening. On Saturday, she went to breakfast with us before going up to the Fly and then over to the Tulane baseball game. Afterwards we went to a pool party before heading home tuckered out and ready for some rest. We have also enjoyed some downtime, just mommy and Mae. We love to nap, play on her playmat, walk outside (although she hates her carseat at the moment and won't stay in there for long), and mostly we enjoy staring at each other while making funny faces.

Jazz Festing

Us in the morning--our mornings begin bright and early!

Playing on her mat

Snuggling with dad

Getting ready for the pool party!

It's been such a fun week although also a bit more challenging. I believe she went through a growth spurt, so she was a bit more fussy than usual; however, nothing that slowed us down! It is true when they say each week just gets better. It's so fun to have her recognizing us and trying to interact. I just love her to pieces!!!

6 Week Letter and Pictures!

2011-04-28T14:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Mae,

You are 6 weeks old and you have officially stolen our hearts. You have changed our lives forever and at this point I can't ever imagine how we lived without you. You have such a bright spirit that brinsg so much joy to our home. This week you are smiling more and your coos are getting more frequent, although both remain unpredictable and we have to work to get you to smile at us. The items that get free smiles are the ceiling fan and "Mr. Star" on your play mat. You have also really found your vocal cords, although they were never missing. You are becoming more opinionated and your screams let us know when we are not doing what you want us to! One minute I think I have you figured out and the next I wonder if I am really cut out to be your Mama. Even through the challenging moments, like when you wake up at 3:30am and think it's surely time to party, my heart grows for you. I snuggle you all the time, kiss your sweet cheeks and chubby hands like there might not be a tomorrow. I love to cuddle you in bed and feel your deep breaths and hear your sweet noises. I have never felt a bigger responsibility in my life--to keep you safe and happy, to educate you, to fill you with joy and instill independence...it all starts now and each day is a journey. I love that I am taking this journey with you.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

And of course, a picture update!

The sweetest hands

A lovely treat in the Easter basket--5 Weeks

Our first Easter as a family of three

We also went down to Missisppi for the weekend to stay with Bill and Olivia and their sweet children. I didn't get any pictures of their kids, but they are a joy to be around and I know Mae will be their friend for life!

Mama and Mae's first trip to the Waffle House (is this Redneck or what?)

Swinging on the porch--5 Weeks

Going for a stroll--5 Weeks

6 Week birthday

6 Weeks and full of smiles

I love her little mohawk--6 Weeks Old

Having Fun 4-5 Weeks!

2011-04-21T09:14:00.001-07:00

Our little Mae is already 5 weeks old. These photos are in reverse order because blogger challenges me and I can never seem to upload the pics quite right! Anyhow, we are enjoying our sweet girl, especially now that she is smiling and starting to coo. It's an amazing feeling to have her look at me and form a grin from ear to ear...plus those sweet little noises that let me know she is happy just make my heart swoon. We are still trying to get her to sleep a little more predictably--she has good nights and bad, but her bad aren't that bad! We took her for a weigh in on her 5 week b-day and she came in at 9lb 11oz and 22 inches long (this was also our first solo venture--just mommy and Mae!). She is definitely going to be tall and she is most definitely going to have a strong personality--this girl knows what she wants and doesn't give up until she gets it.

Falling asleep with daddy in the after bath time--5 Weeks

She loves her ducky towel (sorry pic is sideways, again I blame blogger)--5 Weeks

Just Relaxin' in her tub--5 Weeks

The sweetest smile--5 weeks

Big girl sitting all by herself in the lazy-boy--5 weeks

Hanging out in her bouncy chair--4 weeks

First nap in her own crib (nap lasted about 10 minutes--she prefers to sleep in arms)--4 weeks

Hanging out with daddy watching basketball--4 weeks

Our little ham--4 weeks

Our sweet Mae loves to cuddle and prefers to be in human contact most of her day. She is starting to allow us to put her down for a bit and one of her favorite places to lay is on her changing table so she can watching the ceiling fan--seriously she is BEST FRIENDS with the ceiling fan! She has also started to enjoy the play mat where she can stare and smile at the dangling birds and smiley star. She is growing and changing so much every day, it's a joy to be her mama.

Picture Update

2011-04-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

Our sweet baby Mae turned 4 weeks old yesterday--yikes!! It's so hard to believe that 4 weeks has passed us by already. We have been having a blast getting to know Mae. She has had a lot of excitement in her short 4 weeks. First, her Aunt Mimi, Uncle Bill and cousins Korbin and Jameson came to visit. They arrived the same day we came home from the hospital and stayed for 10 days. It was so much fun having them in town! Afterwards, Grammy came for a visit for 10 days as well and helped me out a ton as I adjusted to motherhood. It was very difficult to see all my family leave. While they were here, Mae went to her first festival, Hogs for a Cause. Mae has also attended two concerts in the square (the Radiators and Trombone Shorty). In addition, she has gone on several shopping trips, been out to lunch and cheered on the Hornets at their last basketball game! It has been fun taking her with us, she is quite the trooper. We are so in love with this sweet little girl!

Mae sleeping on her Aunt Mimi (1 week)

Hogs for a Cause (2.5 weeks)

Hornets Basketball Game (3.5 Weeks)

Before heading to brunch at Audubon Golf Club (2.5 weeks)

Our little family in Audubon Park (2.5 weeks) Us with my mama--such a blessing to have her visit us! (2.5 weeks)

2 Weeks

Enjoying Sully's company (3 weeks)

Such a daddy's girl (3 weeks)

Snoozing after her bath (3 weeks)

Silly girl in her bouncer, 4 weeks

4 weeks and 1 day old--she is growing so fast!

Mae's Birth Story Part II

2011-04-07T15:26:00.000-07:00

You can read the beginning of Mae's birth story here.

After learning Tuesday morning that I was going into the hospital for 10pm that evening (March 15), I decided that work was the last place I wanted to spend my final hours. I quickly closed up shop and headed to meet Shelley for lunch. Afterwards, I ran to Bed, Bath and Beyond and Sam's Club before coming home to clean up the house (for the 5,000th time) and to pack our hospital bag (or re-pack for that matter). The whole time I remember feeling excitement about getting to meet our baby, but also anger towards my body for not going into labor and fear about the birthing process--I was a mixed bag of emotions. I remember praying that I would go into labor before we had to go the hospital, but at the same time, I knew in my heart that it just wasn't going to happen. Chris came home from work and we finished up at the house, packed the car, and went to dinner at Franky and Johnnies. We indulged in po-boys and fries and reminisced about it being our final meal as a family of two.

41.5 Weeks Pregnant

Heading to the hospital

We made it to the hospital a little before 10pm and checked in with the front desk. They quickly escorted us to our labor and delivery room where a nurse was diligently preparing for our arrival. She told me I needed to get undressed and that I could either wear my own pajamas (and change in the morning once the Pitocin was injected) or wear one of their gowns. Needless to say, I opted for my own nightgown! She hooked me up to a fetal monitor, a contraction monitor and a monitor for my blood pressure. She also prepared the IV line which would be used later. I asked the nurse to get clearance for me to walk around because the idea of sitting in bed for the next 24 hours (or more!) made me nervous. She called the doctor and he gave me clearance. She then inserted the Cytotec. At this time, I asked her if there was any chance that this 1/4 of a pill could induce labor. She pitifully looked at me and explained that there was a slim to zero chance that this medicine would put me into labor. She said she would be giving me Pitocin at 4am and that was intended to actually induce labor.

I now had to stay in bed for one hour. The nurse had asked me if I wanted to take an Ambien to sleep, after much contemplation I decided that it would be a good idea even though I hadn't taken any drugs all throughout my pregnancy. I just knew if I didn't sleep well that labor would be even more difficult. She left to put in the order for the Ambien and Chris and I watched HGTV.

A little after midnight, the nurse came back and said she was still waiting for the Ambien. At this point, I decided I didn't want it because I didn't want to be overly sleepy at 4am when I was due to receive the Pitocin. Chris and I decided to take a walk in the hall since we were approved for 15 minutes of walking (haha!).

As we strolled the hall I started having slightly painful contractions, but since I had braxton hicks all along it was hard to tell if these were more "serious." A few times I had to stop and breath through the pain, but I was able to continue walking and was joking with Chris along the way. We stopped by the nurses station and I told her I was getting some pretty strong contractions, she just smiled and said, "Yes, I see that on your monitor" but did not seem concerned.

We made it back to the room and the contractions got more intense. The nurse told me to lay down to try to rest and to tell her if the contractions became "unbearable." Chris and I shut off the lights and attempted to sleep. The contractions started getting harder and stronger and at around 1am I told Chris that they were getting really painful. He kept telling me to rest and breath but I knew I could no longer stay laying down. I sat up in bed and quickly rose to my feet as I tried to sway and breath through the contractions. At times, I was leaning on Chris's shoulders as he reminded me to breath. I told him to call the nurse in because I thought my contractions were so strong and becoming "unbearable." She came in and checked me and I was at 3cm. The nurse offered to give me a narcotic to help me sleep and to dull the pain. I started crying because I really didn't want to take drugs, but at the same time the pain was getting so intense. I remember HGTV still blaring in the background and sturnly telling Chris to SHUT.IT.OFF. as no show could possibly have sounded more annoying!

I was trying to breath through the contractions and I was vomiting from the pain, so Chris encouraged me to get the narcotic and I was relieved once the decision was made. At around 1:30-1:45am she gave me the narcotic which put me to sleep, but unfortunately I could still feel the pain of the contractions and they were more intense than ever. It was an awful feeling to be "asleep" and unable to communicate well, while also feeling a tremendous amount of pain (I am disappointed the nurse offerred this to me and I believe it was because she didn't believe that I was truly in labor). After she left, I again tried to relax and breath through the contractions, but eventually I screamed out to Chris that the medicine was not working because I could still feel tons of pain. I told him to call the nurse back in and tell her the pain was officially "unbearable." At this point I could no longer open my eyes or even stand up. Suddenly, my water broke and the nurse checked me and she said I was at 8cm! None of us could believe that I had gone from 3cm to 8cm in about an hour (no one but me--I could feel it!). I told her that I needed the Epidural and she quickly ordered it, surprised and taken back by my progress--she finally realized that I was in fact in labor!!

As the materials were getting set up for the Epidural, I cried out in pain that I couldn't take it anymore. My contractions were on top of each other which means I didn't have any breaks in between to regroup. I was breathing, visualizing and relaxing as best I could, but I felt like I just couldn't take it anymore. I rolled over in bed and suddently felt the urge to push. The nurse checked me and I was at 10cm--Mae was on her way and there was no time for an Epidural!

The nurse told me not to push because the doctor wasn't there yet. The nurses were all debating about who they should get to deliver the baby--all I could scream was "I don't care who delivers this baby, but someone needs to do it now!" The nurse was trying to keep me from pushing which is about as logical as trying to stop someone from sneezing--it just doesn't work. The nurse yelled out to call the senior student to deliver the baby and just then my doctor walked in the door. They put my legs up and it was finally time to push this baby out. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I pushed through about 3 contractions before I started to say that I just couldn't do it. Chris encouraged me and told me he could see the baby's head, the nurses cheered me on. Eventually, I started to feel the infamous ring of fire and I knew I was close. In all, I pushed for about 15 minutes before our sweet baby Mae entered our world. I have never felt such relief in all my life and such excitement that my baby was finally here.

Throughout my labor I kept repeating to myself "this is all so I can meet my baby," and finally she was here! They quickly placed her on my chest and it was love at first sight. She screamed and hollered, I cried and Chris cried--we were finally a family of three.

The whole labor took about 3 hours and Mae was born at 3:17am on 3/16/2011. She weighed 7lb 13oz and was 20.5 inches long. The doctor and nurses were all in disblief that that my labor progressed so quickly! In fact we were all in shock--even our Mae seemed surprised as she cried for almost 6 hours straight after her debut!

Mae's birth was nothing like I envisioned. I had spent months pondering how I wanted to give birth. I vacillated between going all natural and going with the Epidural. I contemplated taking an intense birthing class (to learn all natural birthing methods) versus the standard class. I read books, watched movies, and read tons of birthing stories. In the long run, she arrived just as God intended--my plans, my methods, my preparation helped but ultimately I had to surrender to the Lord to get me through. Mae came quickly and swiftly and even though it was far more pain than I ever thought I could endure, I did it! We did it! And she is here, happy and healthy. Honestly, she is everything we ever dreamed of and more.

She's Here!!

2011-03-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

Our precious daughter, Mae Elizabeth S., was born at 3:17am on March 16, 2011. She weighed 7lb 13oz and was a whopping 20.5 inches long. She is a beautiful and healthy little girl who has made her way into our hearts with more fervor than we ever imagined. We spend most of our days trying to learn everything about each other. I plan to write her birth story soon, but for now, a few pictures to enjoy.

Mae and her Daddy

Heading home in a cute outfit from her Aunt Shelley

Mae and her proud daddy getting ready to leave the hospital.

Mae and I getting strolled out of the hospital. I feel like we are both checking each other out. I think she was just as excited to meet us as we were to finally meet her.

41.5 Weeks

2011-03-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

3-15-11: 41.5 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

So, I don't know if I ever explained this to you, but when I first found out I was pregnant I got a "due date" based on my last menstral cycle which was March 6, 2011. At around 20 weeks we went in for an ultrasound which is when I got another due date of March 8, 2011. Apparantly, my docor uses the due date based off of my menstral cycle even though the ultrasound due date is supposedly "more accurate." Regardless, only 5% of babies are born on their estimated date of delivery so it's pretty much a crap shoot.

That said, according to my doctor you are 41 weeks and 2 days gestation which means you're overdue--well baked! You have been super low and I have been dilated and effaced for over 3 weeks; plus, I've been experiencing strong Braxton Hicks for about 10 weeks. Despite all these positive signs, my body just won't go into labor. I have tried a lot of natural induction methods: Tea/herbs, lots of walking, bouncing and rolling on the birthing ball, nipple stimulation, membrane stripping (2 times), driving on bumpy roads, eating spicy foods, eating pineapple, etc. and I still haven't gone into labor. It's been very frustrating.

From the beginning I told your dad that I really did not want to be induced and low and behold, I'm going to be induced. What's that saying? "God laughs when we make plans..." My doctor even warned me not to get set on "how" I wanted to give birth because he often sees how disappointed women become when things don't go as planned. I nodded my head in agreement and swore that my birth plan was just a hopeful set of guidelines but I wouldn't get too attached--my end goal is just to have a healthy baby I told him. Well, now that the time has come, I can honestly say I've been very upset that I was unable to go into labor naturally. I don't like the idea of using drugs to evict you from my womb (plus I'm scared this might lead to a c-section). I wanted you to enter into this world peacefully, not with a bunch of force, but I really don't have much of a choice. You see, around 42 weeks my placenta starts to break down and that means you wouldn't be getting the nutrients you need. Plus, you are bound to be a large baby, and if you get much bigger I'm afraid I would defnitely have to have a c-section...so here we are with a scheduled induction and praying it goes smoothly.

Orginally, the induction was planned for 5am on Wednesday, March 16th. However, the doctor just called me (Tues. 3/15/11 @ 10am) to ask if I can actually come tonight at 10pm to get the process started. I was caught off guard and surprised, I cried, but I am ready now. I have to trust in God, while also trusting that the doctor is making good choices on my behalf. Even though this isn't going exactly to plan, the good news is, I will be meeting you tomorrow! I finally get to feel your soft skin, hold your little hands and kiss your tiny feet. Once you're here baby, I will never want to let you go and this will all become a distant memory.

So that's the beginning of your birth story, I will follow up as it unfolds.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

40 Weeks and Counting

2011-03-09T11:40:00.000-08:00

3-10-11: 40.5 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

Well we made it through Mardi Gras, good work! I was hoping all along that you would choose to come either a week early or a day or two late…so I am hoping you are planning to join us any day now! If you choose to stay snug and warm inside of me, the doctor said he will encourage your arrival on Wednesday March 16th--I really don't want to be induced Fluffy, so let's make this happen on our own!!

We have enjoyed an exciting, albeit different (ahem, sober), Mardi Gras season.

Your dad and I went out to watch the parades on Thursday night. The crowds were heavy and the floats were beautiful. During the parade we got word that a good friend of ours water had broken during the Muses Parade—she was due on March 24th but apparently her sweet little girl wanted to come early. They are both happy and healthy and this news made me even more anxious to meet you!

Friday night your dad and Sully rode in Krewe D’Etat. I was feeling great that day so I had a strong feeling you were not planning on joining us that night. I told your dad to enjoy his ride, and by the looks of things he certainly did! Instead of parading, I decided to stay home to enjoy a little alone time which entailed a long bath, a nutritious dinner and an early bedtime—it was wonderful.

Saturday morning we made it out for Tucks and the beginning of Iris before the rain started to poor. We ran to a local restaurant and enjoyed a yummy meal while watching everyone trying to seek shelter from the rain. We spent the rest of the afternoon in our P.J.s at home. Sunday morning we went to your Aunt Shelley’s house for the daytime parades and met up with some friends. We walked quite a bit and enjoyed lots of sunshine--a much needed change from the dreary, rainey days beforehand.

Monday was a work day and I did not feel up for parading that night so we took the evening off. Tuesday morning we were up and out of the house by 9:45am in order to watch Rex. We walked from our house to the parades and back—it was a long walk for this very pregnant mama of yours! I was hoping this long walk was exactly what you needed to get labor going, but alas, you still haven't budged.

40 Weeks Pregnant: Sunday, March 6, 2011

It is now post Mardi Gras and I am getting so anxious to meet you that I can hardly stand it. Every pain and contraction is noticed and I can’t help but hope you are working up the courage to join our family.

Wednesday I spent a majority of the night trying to find a way to be comfortable in bed, but with the stretching of every ligament and muscle, comfort is increasingly difficult to come by. I seem to be having lots of contractions that are hard and strong, but nothing regular. It feels as though my hips are being split in two and that you are pushing on all my organs. Last night I went to the bathroom at least 8-10 times--I tell you this because it means you are low and ready to go!! So let's do it!

Frankly Fluffy, I’m just tired of waiting!! I am dreaming of making that call to your dad saying, “this is it!” You have no idea how badly I want to meet you—--so please, don’t make your mama wait too much longer.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

39 Weeks and Mardi Gras!

2011-02-28T10:02:00.000-08:00

2/28/11: 39 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

I am still pregnant, which means you are still baking away and enjoying the good life inside my womb. Honestly, I can understand wanting to hang out in there for a while longer—I mean you are warm, safe, satisfied, and you are having a lot of fun in there moving and grooving like a wild child!

However, just to clarify my love: Essentially, you can come this week Monday-Thursday (2/28-3/3).; otherwise, you will need to wait until after Fat Tuesday, March 8th (your EOD). You following these directions will ensure that we avoid the chaos of Mardi Gras and that our doctor will be present for your birth! Oh, and please Fluffy, promise me if you go late, that you will only go a few days passed your due date okay? I really don’t want to be that overdue, nor do I want medicine to interfere with what’s supposed to be a natural process—those are your mama’s requests--easy peasy right?!?!

This weekend we took it fairly easy and I tried to walk a lot to encourage your arrival (I also ate lots of spicy food--sorry baby!). Your dad and I enjoyed a nice stroll on Friday evening and on Saturday we walked around trying to find me some comfy sandals (because I hate socks and shoes right now--H.A.T.E.--I also hate pants, but that's another story). After shopping we went to the Krewe D’Etat Float Viewing Party which was a lot of fun. The floats this year are super funny, so I think everyone should enjoy. After the party, we ran more errands before I just could not handle being on my feet any longer, so I watched a movie and your dad worked on a project…overall it was a nice little Saturday. Sunday we took the morning easy and then we strolled (I waddled) up by the Mississippi River. In the afternoon I enjoyed some R&R and took a nice long bath—hoping maybe relaxation is what you needed for motivation. Despite all my efforts and the fact that I am having a ton of contractions you still don’t seem ready to make the big move. I am really trying to be patient.

I can not wait to see your sweet face and all your perfect features. I am so excited to find out if you are a boy or a girl and to finally give you a real name! I know you are going to be a long baby because even though they say you have dropped, I can still feel your feet up in my ribs at times! I am tired now that sleeping is somewhat erratic, but overall, I am feeling good and I’m just super anxious to meet you! Come soon!!

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your [very very pregnant] Mama

38 Week Belly Shots--Oh My!!

2011-02-24T16:07:00.000-08:00

38 Weeks (2/23/11): Just when I think I can't possibly get any bigger...

(If you're wondering if I notice how streaked the mirror is behind me, the answer is yes! I have cleaned that mirror more ways than you can imagine, with Windex and paper towels, with Windex and newspaper, with vinegar, water...nothing seems to work and it drives me crazy!)

(Also, I cut off my hair today (the day after these pics were taken) and it feels great--it was too bulky and too much--now it's much lighter and ready for Spring!!)

(Off to eat King Cake--yippee!!)

38 Weeks and Waiting...

2011-02-21T08:39:00.000-08:00

2/21/2011: 38 Weeks

Dear Fluffy,

I am 38 weeks pregnant and I am anxiously awaiting your arrival along with a lot of other people who want to meet you! I didn’t realize that being full term meant that I would start wondering every second if I was going to go into labor…I actually haven’t had any false alarms, but I am CONSTANTLY thinking about birth now and I feel like I’m going a little bonkers. Plus, everyone I run into tells me I could have you any day now, which only makes it harder not to get overly hopeful that you will arrive soon, like tonight! Honestly, I almost think it was better when people were telling me I was likely going to go weeks over my due date...I mean it’s better to set myself up for that and have a surprise early arrival than vice versa--ah well, we're all just so excited!

None the less, I’m trying to enjoy these last few days/weeks pregnant. Taking time to enjoy feeling you move, rest, and squirm inside of me. Allowing myself to enjoy a little me-time and couple-time that will be hard to come by once you’re here. I take naps and eat more chocolate than I’m supposed to. I roll around in my bed and stare at the ceiling in the mornings, just because I know soon I’ll be jumping out of bed on your demand. I run errands with your dad and enjoy quiet meals both out and at home with him. I take long baths, read books, and piddle around the house aimlessly. These are the luxuries I’m enjoying before you get here and these luxuries allow still being pregnant to be okay. BUT, I must say, I’m counting the seconds until I get to hold you, nurse you, feel your soft skin, finally see you and meet your sweet self. I want to rock with you and snuggle with you, and hold your little wrinkly butt! I want to kiss your feet and feel your fingers wrapped around my pinky. I think I’m finally ready to be your mama…I’m scared out of my mind, but I’m ready to give it a whirl.

I went to the doctor last Thursday, February 17th, and he said you are really low which explains a lot of my aches and pains down under. He also informed me that I’m 75% effaced and 1.5cm dilated. Apparently, this is all good news and means you too are preparing for your arrival. I’m glad to hear that you are preparing and not just hangin’ out in there! The doctor said I should talk you into coming this weekend because he’s on call and we would miss the chaos of Mardi Gras…I’m just passing along the message in case you might care...

The house is clean, your room is set up, we have meat and veggies in the freezer, and pasta boxes galore. We have purchased the items that we think we’ll need for you, we’ve cleared shelves and organized bins with blankets, burp cloths, towels and toys. We've cleaned all your clothes and we've made your bed. We have taken our birthing classes and breastfeeding classes and I’ve read books about how to take care of you. Our hospital bag is packed and includes a cute little outift for you. We've talked and dreamed about you for what seems like an eternity. I guess I just want you to know that we are ready when you are, but no pressure little one, I know you’ll come when you are good and ready.

I can’t wait to meet you my love.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

37 Weeks--Happy Valentine's Day!!

2011-02-15T14:57:00.000-08:00

So last night was Valentine's Day and I am officially the worst Valentine in the history of Valentines because I did absolutely zilch, zero, nothing for my dear Valentine. Fortunately for me, my hubby let me play my pregnancy card and I got off without a guilt trip! Chris and I took it easy for V-day--we cooked a yummy dinner at home and then we went out to get the best dessert ever--Camelia Grill Chocolate Freezes--yum! Chris pre-ordered them and then he dropped me off so I could run in and pick them up. We laughed about what everyone must of thought when the big preggers girl walked in on Valentine's day all by herself to pick up 2 chocolate freezes--one for me, one for the baby? Hah, I wish!!

Once we were headed to bed, stuffed and happy, I realized that it was Monday and I should take pics of the ol' belly for my 37 week shots. So, we walked out of the bedroom, found the camera, and took a few shots. I felt it necessary to tell you this story simply because it looks like I just rolled out of bed--and well, more or less that's what I did! I am 37 Weeks Pregnant...

A heart for Valentine's Day

That's a BIG belly right there--I don't know if it can get much bigger without simply popping!

Preggo Memories

2011-02-09T07:41:00.000-08:00

All my letters state that I’ve been handling this pregnancy pretty well and it’s true, I honestly can’t complain too much. But, I thought I should record a few funny/unpleasant/memorable events of this pregnancy with Fluffy!

1. Fluffy is not fond of me lying on my right hand side so s/he often squirms and kicks until I flip over to my left. I think my left hand side has permanently changed shape.

2. S/he loves the bath. S/he’ll kick and squirm while we’re in there making the water ripple…after a few minutes of high activity, s/he’ll fall fast asleep.

3. I haven’t had any weird cravings, but I have craved fruit since day one—if it were up to me, I would eat buckets of melon, berries, pineapple, apples, bananas, oranges…you get the idea…all day every day.

4. I’ve eaten dessert every night since I found out I was pregnant and I love it. My favorite dessert is ice cream and particularly chocolate freezes from Camilia’s Grill (OMG yum!) Fluffy loves chocolate just like her mama--when I give her a taste, she wakes up and dances for more.

5. My pregnancy dreams are so freaky I won't even tell my hubby about them! Seriously, WEIRD.

6. I've had steady contractions since around 28 weeks. Also, sometimes I wonder if my pelvic and tail bones are just going to split in half one day.

7. Fluffy likes to move to the sound of music. Fluffy is most definitely a night owl and that worries me a bit.

8. I pee at least 1-2 times an hour most days. I made it longer than an hour, but it’s a rare occurrence.

9. I’ve been known to tell Chris we’re going to have a “relaxing” day only to run him ragged cleaning out closets, throwing away stuff, hanging pictures, doing yard work, climbing into the attic, shopping, shopping and shopping some more…I don’t think he’s relaxed for more than 1 hour in the last 8 months.

10. Pregnancy Brain is the pits:
* I’ve forgotten my cell phone. I’ve forgotten to turn on my cell phone. I’ve forgotten to turn off my cell phone. I’ve forgotten where the hell my cell phone is.

* I’ve packed lunch for work, and left said lunch on the counter.

* I’ve gone grocery shopping for a particular item and have come home without it on numerous occasions.

* I forget what I was going to say mid-sentence. I forget what I was going to do mid-step. I start one activity only to be distracted by another only to forget the original activity (like turning off the bath water I started!)

* I’ve given up on remembering people’s names.

* I lost my driver’s license and a few other valuables during this pregnancy.

**Best of all: I received a gift certificate for a prenatal massage. I booked said massage for last Tuesday. Around 2pm last Tuesday I realized I forgot the gift certificate at home. I rebooked the massage for last night and I managed to remember the gift certificate this time. I enjoyed the massage. I went to pay for the massage and was told that the gift certificate was actually for a different spa…I guess I have a good excuse to get another massage—hopefully at the right place this time!

Pregnancy has certainly been a fun, challenging, and eventful experience—let’s just say there’s a lot people don’t tell you!

Let's just say, I often feel like this (35 weeks)!!

36 Weeks--1 Month to Go!!!

2011-02-07T13:49:00.000-08:00

2/7/11: 36 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

I am sorry I have not written in a few weeks, as you can imagine we have been quite busy preparing for your upcoming arrival. Your dad and I finished all our birthing classes at the end of January. We reviewed everything from the signs of labor to newborn care, but somehow we still don’t feel completely prepared! The best part about taking the class was the fact that your dad took me out to ice cream after each class—I love me some good ice cream!

Bringing you into this world has proven to be quite anxiety provoking for your mama, of course I can’t wait for what’s ahead!

On January 29th we had our second baby shower. Your Grammy and Aunt Jamie came in town for this special event which made it so much fun. Sully, GrandmaBetty and Aunt Shelley threw us a spectacular shower that exceeded all our expectations. The food was delicious and the decorations were adorable—they put so much time and effort into this party for us and it was apparent how excited they are to welcome you into the world. A number of people attended the shower to share in this exciting time with us. We received so many wonderful gifts and words of encouragement—we feel so blessed to be surrounded by such generosity.

Our AMAZING chocolate truffle cake--Thank you Aunt Shelley and Sully!

Adorable watermelon baby carriage--thank you Grandma Betty!

The cutest cookies--Thank you Olivia!

The delicious food--so yummy!!!

A little something for St. Paddy's Day!

Your Mama and Dad

The day after the shower, your Grammy, Aunt Jamie, dad and I had fun spending a few gift cards to stock up on all our Fluffy essentials. It was tons of fun to wash all your new blankets and organize all the goodies we received.

Aunt Jamie, Mama and Grammy

Your mama is still feeling pretty good these days even though I’m moving a little slower and starting to waddle a bit! You are squirming and pushing on my insides constantly—I imagine you’re trying to make a little more room for yourself in there. I can sit and stare at my belly for hours as I watch it change shape with your every movement. Your dad will stare in amazement at my stomach and occasionally yell out, “Geez Fluffy—be nice to your mom!” He feels around and tries to guess which body part is where--it’s really an unbelievable experience and we both never tire of watching you.

We love talking to you Fluffy and dreaming about who you are. We often try to predict your personality and which of our quarks you’ll undoubtedly inherit. I pray to God that he guides us as we raise you to honor Him, to give to others, to be creative and follow your dreams, to enjoy life and to live with intention. I know the world will be a better place because you are joining it and I can’t wait to watch you grow into the person that He intends. I hope you know, we will always support you and love you with every ounce of our being—
I know this because we already do.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

33 Weeks and Moving Right Along

2011-01-19T10:53:00.000-08:00

1/19/11--33 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

On Monday, January 17th, Martin Luther King Day, we hit the 33 week mark. Originally, your dad and I planned to have this day off together, but because of recent craziness at your dad's job he had to go in for the day.

You and I hung out at the house, mostly cleaning, organizing, and dilly-dallying--all things that I do quite well. We also went for a long walk around Audubon Park and stopped by the grocery store to get one of your favorites--Orange Juice! It was a nice day and it was fun to have you tagging along. You are moving so much these days--you squirm and wiggle, punch and even stick body parts out of my sides. I can definitely tell your quarters are getting tight in there, but I LOVE feeling all these movements and trying to guess which body part is where. In fact, I get a little sad when I think about the day that I won't feel you inside of me anymore...I mean, you are such a part of me and you brighten my day, I will be lonely without you. Of course, I am soooo looking forward to actually holding you and SEEING those amazing body parts--but I will miss constantly having my buddy with me. Plus, because of you, talking and singing to myself has become totally acceptable since I just tell myself it's good for you!

As you know, we did not find out if you are male or female; however, we have been trying to guess what you are going to be and it's been fun to look at all the old wives tales. In the beginning, I received mostly BOY guesses (from strangers and family alike) based on how I was carrying you. However, as time has moved along, these guesses have increasingly been changing to GIRL. The Chinese calendar says BOY, but the infamous ring test says GIRL!! I have had both boy and girl dreams, but I feel like you might be a little girl. Your daddy says he's still 50/50, but because everyone is guessing girl, he is going to put his money on boy. Just so you know, neither of us has a strong preference either way--we just can't wait to meet you!

You and I travelled to Reno at 32.5 weeks to visit my side of the family. It was a quick trip home, but we managed to pack in a lot of activity. We celebrated your Grammy's b-day, your cousin Jameson's 1st birthday, and your Great Grandpa Jack's 95th birthday. We also got to meet your future best friend, Elle (DOB 12/29/10), and your new little cousin Allie (DOB 12/22/10). We got to hang out with Korbin who constantly keeps me laughing and on my toes--he is full of positive energy that is simply contagious. Jameson has learned to walk and is all smiles and giggles that both leave my heart all warm and cozy. He is sweet, funny, and full of curiousity--he is simply a joy to be around! I can't wait for you to meet your cousins and they can't wait to meet you. In fact, Korbin ran up to me, lifted up my shirt, put his head on my tummy, squeezed his arms around me as best he could and said, "I love you Fluffy!"

We are all anxiously awaiting your arrival and anticipating what this next stage of life will be like. There are times when I'm terrified, but mostly, I can't wait to see how you change our lives for the better.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

30 Weeks Today!

2010-12-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

December 27, 2010: 30 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

I can't believe I am already 30 weeks pregnant...that means in just a few short months I will officially be a mommy and I will be holding my very own child (you!) in my arms...that is hard to believe! There are moments when I wish you were in my arms already, but there are other times when I feel content keeping you safe and warm inside of my womb--nothing to worry about, no one to hurt you, perfectly protected.

This past week was Christmas week and it has been a lot of fun. We kicked off Christmas week on Wednesday by having friends over to our house for a last minute holiday celebration. It was so fun to catch up with everyone before the craziness of Christmas. On Thursday we went to the House of Blues for the Home for the Holidays celebration--you listened to a slew of famous musicians from New Orleans. I was expecting you to start dancing, but you were quite still during the concert--perhaps a little mesmorized by the loud trumpets, trombones, drums and singing! On Friday we took the morning easy together--we wrapped presents and talked with family before going to your grandparents home for a family Christmas Eve party.

On Christmas morning we went to church where you would not hold still for a moment--I hope this isn't indicative of what's to come! After church we opened presents at your grandparents house while enjoying french pancakes made by your Grandma Sullivan(these are the best!). After gifts, we headed home feeling extremely fortunate. However, it wasn't all the presents that made me feel this way--it was being able to sit with our healthy, happy family while we laughed and enjoyed one another--that was the true blessing of this holiday season. Plus, feeling you stretching, kicking, squirming, and flipping inside of me is more of blessing than I could have ever dreamed about. Later that evening we had a nice family dinner. On Sunday we went to the Race Track and I won a few dollars--you must be my lucky charm because it's usually your daddy who is the big winner. It was a wonderful Christmas Fluffy--I'm so glad I got to share it with you.

While we fully enjoyed this year's Christmas, your daddy and I could not stop talking about how fun next Christmas will be with you at 9 months old! We talked about the traditions we would like to start once we have you and the joys of Santa and watching Christmas movies together. I love picturing you scooting around the Chrismtas tree with your big belly all wrapped up in cozy Christmas pajamas...you are always on our minds Fluffy and we can't wait to celebrate the holidays with you!

December 25, 2010

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

28 Weeks!

2010-12-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

12/13/10: 28 Weeks Pregnant

Dear Fluffy,

Oh my gosh Fluffy, can you believe it? We have successfully reached the third trimester…that means only 12 more weeks until I finally get to meet you! The time has actually gone by quite rapidly and I am sure with Christmas and New Years, then birthing classes and breast feeding classes, a trip to Reno, a final baby shower, Super Bowl season, and Mardi Gras, you will be here before we know it!

I have been reading a lot of books in preparation for your arrival. I have read about pregnancy, about the birthing process and about parenting you (from infancy to the teenage years). I guess you can assume that when I get stressed out, the more I feel educated the better. However, I don’t feel like I can quite get prepared for you! I desperately want to do it right but I know, regardless of my preparation, there will also be lots of failure and to plan for failure is not in my blood! Your daddy tells me we’ll just have to take it one step at a time, but he worries me because he is so relaxed about all of this, sometimes too relaxed in my opinion! You will soon learn Fluffy that your daddy and I are complete opposites. We balance each other somehow, but we are hard pressed to find a lot of similarities in out personalities, hopefully this continues to be a blessing.

We have been busy since my last letter. We celebrated Thanksgiving with your grandparents and Aunt Shelley in New Orleans. It was a mellow Thanksgiving that was appreciated by all. Then, Hilary and Eddie came for a brief visit. They were only here for a couple days, but we managed to stay very busy. Hilary is so excited to meet you Fluffy and she even raised my excitement level a notch about your impending arrival. Hilary is such dear friend to me and you will be blessed to have her loving you as well.

We have most of the furniture purchased for you room, well everything except a darn dresser. It feels good to be putting your room together and once we find the dresser it will be fun to organize and prepare…I think this means my “nesting” phase has officially set in! Over the weekend we purchased a few fun items for your walls…your mama only cried once when she picked up the “Family Tree” picture collage—staring at your dad and realizing we are starting our own family tree just overwhelmed me (your daddy just laughed)! What can I say, the tears come easily these days.

Fluffy, you have been moving like crazy this last week and I think you are finally starting to hear some of the action happening here in the real world. When I play music or when we’re in a loud setting (like the Super Dome), you start kicking and wiggling—I hope you’re a better dancer than your parents! You have been flipping and squirming a lot more because I think the space is getting a little small for your comfort—well with your long legs and all. Hang in there little one, only a few more weeks! I have been having Braxton Hicks almost every hour and my tummy continues to get larger with each passing day--I am definitely feeling pregnant now and (most of the time) I love it!

I can’t wait to meet you Fluffy. I want to touch your soft skin, gaze into your little eyes, kiss your sweet finger tips and count every toe with pride.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Thanksgiving, 24.5 Weeks

Thanksgiving, 24.5 Weeks Pregnant

28 Weeks Pregnant

You are a Saint's Fan!!

Love,
Your Mama

Happy 2nd Anniversary My Love!

2010-11-23T08:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Chris,

Happy 2nd Anniversary! Can you believe it has been two years since we finally tied the knot?!? I love being married to you and I feel my love grow stronger for you with each passing day. Marriage has been such an adventure, and God-willing, we have many more adventures ahead of us.

As we plan to welcome our first child into this world, I am grateful that God is allowing me to travel on this scary, exciting and unknown path of parenthood with you. I tell Fluffy all the time how lucky s/he is to have you as a daddy. You are patient, caring, kind, super fun, laid back (but serious when you need to be), you work hard, you love like crazy and you are simply the most amazing man I know. I feel so lucky to have you as my husband and you make me feel loved and appreciated each and everyday (that's hard to do!).

Happy Anniversary to you--my love, my very best friend!

I love you,
Laura

24.5 Weeks

2010-11-19T11:05:00.000-08:00

November 19, 2010

Dear Fluffy,

I can't believe we have already hit the 6 month mark, that means I will be meeting you in just a few short months--I am so very excited! This last month has been full of pregnancy changes, including my ever expanding belly...

Up until now, people didn't even know I was pregnant, but now there is no hiding it! I love having a little baby bump--people no longer think I've just been eating too many twinkies! I have also been feeling you so much more--moving, kicking, and punching inside of me. Sometimes, when you give a good punch, I can see my whole belly bounce! I LOVE being able to feel you now because it gives me a wonderful peace of mind. With all this growing, I have also been experiencing a lot more "growing pains" in my low back and in my belly area--each pain reminds me of the precious life that is growing inside of me. Everyday your daddy tells me, "I think you're getting even bigger!" And, I know he's right! The bathtub has become one of my favorite retreat spots to ease the growing pains and to connect with you.

We have also been working on your nursery like crazy. We have painted two bookshelves for your room, ordered bedding, picked out fabric for your curtains, and your daddy built you a closet organizer. With each step your arrival becomes even more exciting (if that's even possible!).

We went to the doctor yesterday and he said everything looks good. Your daddy and I discussed all kinds of birthing options with him and we finally feel like we have a good plan on how to get you into this world. Who knew there were so many different options--a 1st-world dilemma for sure!! At any rate, we will be signing up for birthing classes soon...yikes!

As for now Fluffy, my heart grows larger for you with each passing day. I dream of kissing your chubby cheeks, putting your soft hands up to my lips, blowing on your big belly, seeing your gummy smiles and hearing your sweet laughter. I am just so excited to be your mommy.

I love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,

Your Mama

Reno Baby Shower

2010-11-18T16:10:00.000-08:00

October 14th-18th 2010 (19.5 Weeks pregnant)

After my trip to Louisville I flew straight to Reno to visit my family. They also planned a memorable and fun baby shower for me while I was there. As always, it was so much fun to be with my family and I had the best time ever.

Cute Jameson--he is actually sick in this picture and yet he still has a smile!

I gave Korbin a bath after our outing to the pumpkin patch on Sunday. Korbin asked me to read "The Giving Tree" to him while he bathed (one of my favorite stories), he then looked at me and said, "Aunt Lala, I love you." At which point I had to wipe away the tears--I love you too buddy.

Silly boy (he isn't too fond of the camera these days!).

One of my favorite parts of my trip home was this little guy sneaking into my bed in the wee early morning. He would warm his cold feet on my legs while I tickled his back so he could fall back to sleep--such a snuggle bug this one!

We dropped Korbin off at school and he graciously showed me around. He showed me the swings (and he showed me how he can "pump), the tree house, and the garden before taking me inside to see his classroom and friends. I treasure these days--the days before he is too embarrassed to show is Ol' Aunt Lala around!

The berries out front were pretty cool too!

Mr. Happy Pants

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A few shots from my baby shower--not the best pictures, but it was the BEST shower. My sister and mom decided to throw it at Vino Reno, a great fondue and wine bar in Reno. All my closest friends and family were there and I felt so very special. I was blessed to be surrounded by women who love me and they are soooo excited to meet our baby--that just thrills me! I love all the women in this room to pieces!!

Hopefully I can get more pictures of my trip home and will do another post. I attended my best friend's shower while I was home and I got to visit the pumpkin patch. I had the best time and can't wait to go back in January!

Quick Stop in Louisville!

2010-11-18T15:57:00.001-08:00

Oct. 10-Octo. 14 2010: 19 Weeks Pregnant

A week after our trip to Dallas I went to Louisville, KY for the International Play Therapy Conference. It was a fun and educational conference and I feel so fortunate that I was able to attend.

The view from my hotel room

Another view--it really was pretty

19 Week belly shots taken before a wonderful walk by the riverside!

Starting to peek through!

Our Awesome Trip to Dallas

2010-11-18T15:47:00.000-08:00

Sept. 30th-October 3rd 2010 (17.5 Weeks Pregnant)

Chris and I went to Dallas to visit our amazing friend Hilary. We also got to meet her awesome boyfriend Eddie and of course, we got to hit up the Grand Texas State Fair! It was such a blast to see our friends and we look forward to visiting Dallas again next year--probably for very similar events!

Hilary, Big Tex and I--such a gorgeous day for the fair!

Our friends treated us to an amazing dinner at a restaurant that was waaaaay up in the sky and gave us a 360 degree view of Dallas. It was phenomenal.

Chris and I

Hilary and Eddie

Hilary took us out to her father's ranch on Saturday to enjoy the open space and fresh air. We spent time roaming the ranch (Chris got to go on the 4-wheeler!), playing with the dogs, eating yummy food, warming our paws by the baun fire, and enjoying amazing company!

Hilary and Chris

Be safe okay!!

A beautiful view of the ranch and duck pond

Thanks Hilary and Eddie, we had the most wonderful time and can't wait to see y'all again soon!!

21.5 Weeks

2010-10-29T11:52:00.000-07:00

Dearest Fluffy,

We've got Breaking News!!

Okay, so I need to give you an adequate update, yes I know. We've been busy this month and now the month of October is practically over (in 2 days to be exact)...anyhow, I'll give you an update about our trip to Dallas, our adventures in Louisville, and our amazing time in Reno with our family and friends. And, lest you think I would let it pass us by, I will write to you about our 20 week ultrasound during which your daddy and I saw you--our gorgeous, most amazing baby!

But, for now, I just wanted to tell you that last night you were movin' and a groovin' inside of me. In fact, you were punching and kicking like crazy (might have had something to do with the extra spice in our fajitas?). Anyhow, I put your daddy's hand on my belly and he felt you give me a good little kickin'! He was so excited and he got this sheepish, giddy grin on his face that was molded on for the rest of the night. He kept his hand on my belly and each time you kicked, he looked at me with the smile of a school boy--he was so cute Fluffy! It's so fun to feel you moving and to guess what you are thinking. I think you are a bit of a night owl--you get wild at night but hardly move in the mornings--kinda like your mama.

Love you my baby--always and forever, just as you are.

Love,
Your mama

20 Weeks!!

2010-10-20T09:07:00.000-07:00

October 20, 2011

Dear Fluffy,

After all our adventures in Dallas, Louisville, and Reno, we returned to a grand adventure in our own city of New Orleans--our 20 week ultrasound! For the first time your daddy got to see you and we got to be mesmerized by your presence. It was wonderful to see your precious feet and hands, head, ears and nose, all the little body parts that we'll soon be smooching and loving for the rest of our lives.

We waited for what seemed like forever to be taken back into the ultrasound room. During the wait we were like little kids, giggling with anticipation to finally get the grand prize!

Once in the room the technician lubed up my belly and with your daddy right by my side she placed the Doppler reader on my belly and found you! You were quite calm inside of me, making little movements but primarily lying in a restful position. In fact, the ultrasound lady tried to get you to move a little bit so she could get an accurate reading, but you were stubborn about staying in the position that was probably coziest for you. She turned on the sound so we could hear the swooshing you hear daily and we got to hear your amazing heart beat. I swear, every single time I hear your heartbeat, my eyes become tearful--it's the most amazing sound for my ears! Fortunately, the doctor said all looked well with you. You were 13 ounces and growing on track. I can't explain how relieving it was to hear that everything was going okay in there...you know I tend to worry about you Fluffy so these little glimpses into your world put my heart at peace for just a moment and it's a wonderful feeling.

We can't wait to meet you Fluffy, you are the light of our lives.

I will always love you my baby, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,
Your Mama

17.5 Weeks

2010-09-30T12:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Fluffy,

It has been a while since I last wrote. Not to worry, my mind and heart are still constantly with you!

The weather has finally started to cool down a bit which has been wonderful. It is in the mid 80s with low humidity and it makes me want to be outside all of the time. When the weather is nice like this, I imagine how fun it will be to take you to the park so we can run around, feed the ducks, and maybe even have a picnic?!?! Maybe I'm delusional and all the mothers reading this are laughing, but nice weather makes me dream big. I am so happy that our hot New Orleans summer is finally fading!

Your dad and I have been busy trying to find you a daycare. This has been emotionally and psychologically draining. I want to find the perfect place for you Fluffy, but in my heart of hearts I know the perfect place would be home with me. Unfortunately, that is not a possibility at this time so we are pursuing other avenues. I pray to God each day that He leads us in the right direction. I know He wants His child to be well taken care of, so I am putting my faith in Him while we journey through this process.

Your daddy and I have also been making plans for your nursery! We are still debating on colors and such. We are not finding out your sex, which I think will be fun, but can add another layer of challenge to deciding the decor of your bedroom. Your crib and changing table are already in our home and I have been furiously searching the Internet for colorful inspiration. I want it to be a place of rest and relaxation for you, but I also want it to be fun and cheerful...I've never been good at this decorating business, that's more for you Grammy and Aunt Jamie!

October is a busy month for us Fluffy. We are flying to Dallas to see our friend Hilary this weekend and then your daddy is leaving us the next weekend for the Saint's game in Arizona. Afterwards, you and I are off to a conference in Louisville and then we immediately fly Reno to see our family and friends for our first baby shower. You are one busy baby Fluffy--I hear this is going to be our easiest time to travel together so I should enjoy it while it lasts! I love that I am traveling to all of these places with you. I will be sure to take lots of pictures.

Fluffy, becoming your mommy has been a whirlwind of emotions. I wish you were being born into a better, safer world, but your daddy insures me that we can only do our best in rearing you into health and happiness. I want to teach you to be generous, to be grateful, to be respectful, ambitious, faithful and kind. I worry that my skills as a mama will fall short, but I have so many dreams for you my baby. Your daddy is so excited to meet you and he talks to you every night and every morning (the books say you can hear us now!). We don't know what to expect in parenthood, but both of us are surprised at how much we already love you without ever having met you--but we do, and we always will.

Soon I will be able to feel you inside of me Fluffy, I'm dying with anticipation for this to occur. Plus, in a few weeks we have our second ultrasound and we get to see you again--I can't wait!!

I will always love you, just as you are, forever and ever.

Love,
Your Mama

Babymoon and Saint's Game

2010-09-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

For Labor Day weekend Chris and I were blessed with an offer to stay at his Godparent's vacation home in Orange Beach, AL. After much contemplation and despite its large size, we decided to forgo inviting friends and instead enjoyed a trip with just the two of us, a Babymoon. We headed out Friday after work and left Monday afternoon. It was a wonderful three day vacation of swimming, fishing, reading, biking, cooking, eating, and RELAXING.

The beautiful home we vacationed in

The pier directly behind the home

The beautiful beaches (we had amazing weather!)

A picture of my "Baby Bump" at 13 weeks.
(Yes, I know I need a tan, but I don't tan, I burn, so I wore 75 SPF the whole time! Yowza White Girl!!)

My handsome (tan) husband

Enjoying the beach

We also enjoyed beautiful sunsets every night. Nothing beats an ocean sunset in my opinion. Neither Chris or I could stop from staring.

My main squeeze caught two catfish--they are UGLY fish. Don't worry, they were released back into the ocean and not fried up for us!

Gorgeous!

Buh-bye beautiful Sun

A final glimpse.

We had a wonderful time and are so grateful that we were able to experience this together. We seem to be savoring these last few months as a family of two since it will never be this way again. I love my husband more and more each day and this was a perfect getaway.

[Warning Major Bragging: After this lovely vacation Chris also went to the outlet malls with me so I could buy some maternity clothes. He picked out sizes, colors and helped me figure out how to put on the "fake bump." Bottom line is, he's the most amazing guy and I feel so damn lucky!]

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NFL Kickoff Game Saints v. Vikings!

Whitney Bank is now the official sponsor of the Saints. As a result, we got tickets to the first game and they were the best tickets either of us have ever enjoyed. Before the game we got to go on the field to watch the players warm up. Then we went to a patron party to enjoy food and drinks. Afterwards, we took our seats on the 40 yard line only 15 rows up from the field. We felt like we were part of the action. It was awesome.

Pre-game on the field

This is a picture from our seats--UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT?!

Drew Brees warming up at half time

Chris and I after the Saint's stomped the Vikings!!

Such a memorable experience...Who Dat!?!

My Nephews

2010-09-01T12:07:00.000-07:00

I am missing my nephews like crazy these days...probably because I'm all hormonal but mostly because they are the cutest and coolest boys in all the land. I get to see them in October and I can hardly stand the anticipation.

Don't they look soooo much alike in this photo?!? Besides the coloring, there is no denying they are brothers!

Korbin is loving being a big brother and Jameson is starting to scoot all over the place--uh oh HE'S MOBILE!

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Just for fun, look at these 7 month comparison photos:

I know right?! This face is like made for lots of kissing, so freaking adorable!

And our little Korbin when he was around 7 months old. I can still see the resemblance between the two...obviously Jameson has him beat in the "most hair" department but they are both off the scales in the cuteness department!!

Not only are they both squeezable and loveable and easy on the eyes, but they both have the greatest personalities too. Jameson is sweet, giggly, inquisitive, and funny. Korbin is hilarious, loving, caring, wild and adventursome. I feel so lucky to be their Aunt and I look forward to watching them grow (although, I still wish they would slooooooow down just a little bit--geezum!).

[What? I never said I write unbiased opinions on here did I? ]

I love you boys!!!

11 Weeks

2010-08-30T11:10:00.000-07:00

(August 16-27th)

Dear Fluffy,

I am already 11 weeks pregnant and at times it feels like I’ve been pregnant forever and other times it feels like time is flying by. I have been reading about pregnancy and babies nonstop and I find that I can hardly focus on anything other than you!

This 11th week was a big week for us because we went to two different doctor’s appointments. The first appointment was with our regular doctor. He answered more of my questions, but the most exciting part occurred after the question and answer period, I got to hear your heartbeat! He put a little Doppler on my tummy and we could hear your heart beating and it was beating so fast, around 163 beats per minute. It was wonderful to hear your heartbeat and I couldn’t stop smiling for the rest of the day. When I called your daddy afterwards to tell him about it, first I had to leave a voicemail and he said he could feel my ear to ear grin just in my message to him. I was so proud of you Fluffy and I could see from this experience how it all starts, “My baby is the most amazing baby ever, his heart beats…” and it all continues from there, with me always being your biggest fan.

At the second doctor’s appointment I got to see you Fluffy! Your Aunt Shelley and I went to a prenatal specialist to make sure everything was going well with you, so this was our first official ultrasound (since you actually looked like a human this time instead of a blob like in the first one). You were punching your fists and kicking your legs, flipping around and moving like crazy. I swear, I could have watched you for hours. One time you stretched out long and strong and the doctor said, “Oh boy, this baby has some long legs!” Anyhow, you were quite cooperative and they were able to take most of the measurements they needed. We got to see your brain, your heart, your bladder and bone structure. Your Aunt Shelley and I both started crying when they played your heartbeat on the speakers, loud and clear. You even gave me a nice wave and the nurse captured it on film. I can’t wait to meet you in person, to hold you and love you like crazy!

I will always love you Fluffy, exactly as you are, forever and ever.

Love,
Your Mama

7-8 Weeks Letter

2010-08-27T12:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Fluffy,

In the beginning we had decided to keep you a secret because we just could not believe that we were going to be parents and we didn’t want to spread the news until we were sure (even though, by now, all 10 pregnancy tests had in fact provided confirmation!). It was so hard not to tell anyone because we were so thrilled about you and it seemed like our lives were revolving around this news! We had good intentions of keeping you a secret for a full 12 weeks, but we soon realized that it was going to be more difficult than we anticipated. Not only did we want to yell our news from the roof tops, but people are also very suspicious of a girl who typically indulges in wine suddenly ordering water or club soda! You will soon learn Fluffy that New Orleans is a party city and when one does not partake in the party, there is certainly something going on!

At any rate, we waited for our first doctor’s appointment to confirm your existence, and this happened at about the 7.5 week mark. It was incredible Fluffy because we got to see you, and even though you only looked like a blob, you made my heart go all aflutter. I could see your heart racing on the ultrasound screen and it was like time stood still. There I was, lying with your daddy standing by my side, staring at your amazing heart that was beating inside my body, it was unbelievable. The doctor answered all our 101 questions and he treated us with so much kindness. It was a perfect first doctor’s visit.

Two days after the doctor’s appointment we headed to Reno to see my side of the family and to vacation at the cabin with them. We were super energized to share the good news with your grandma, aunt, uncle, cousins and more! We had planned for weeks as to exactly how we would let them know about the new addition to our family. Each time I told someone I could feel my heart beating in my chest because I would get so excited to see their faces light up with pleasure. I knew they would be so willing and eager to welcome you into their lives. You have a slew of people that love you already Fluffy.

As for your nick-name: Up until the point that we told our family, your dad and I called you "Rice" solely based on your size. However your size and your nickname quickly changed as news spread about you...Your cousin Korbin was also apparently very excited about the news of your existence. The morning after the night we had told him, he came down the cabin stairs to have a talk with me. He asked me, “Lala, you have a baby in your tummy?” [Just to confirm, I understand the need for confirmation] and I told him, “Yes Korbin, I sure do.” And then Korbin asked me, “Well, what’s your baby’s name?” I told him, “I don’t know, what do you think its name should be?” Korbin thought for a few moments and he came up with three names for you: 1. Puppy Dog 2. Fluffy 3. Ella. I told him no for puppy dog, since of course you are human. Then while I loved the name Ella we weren’t sure if you were a girl so that couldn’t be your name (yet!), so Fluffy it was and that’s been your name ever since. Korbin still likes to call you Ella, but to the rest of us, you’re Fluffy!

The week after we told my side of the family we told your daddy’s and they were equally excited as everyone else. It was wonderful to share the news about you Fluffy and everyone is so anxious for your arrival!

I will always love you, exactly as you are, forever and ever.

Love,
Your Mama

Dear Baby!

2010-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Chris and I are expecting our first child and we could not be more excited. I will be journaling this experience in hopes that one day our child (and us!) can look back and marvel at this wonderful experience.

Dear Fluffy,

I don’t know how to express how grateful your daddy and I are to the Lord for blessing us with you! Pretty much all of our conversations have revolved around you because you’re constantly in our thoughts and prayers. From the moment I found out that I was going to be your mommy I’ve been trying to figure out how to best treat you so that you may have a good start in our hectic and chaotic world. I can see how parenthood becomes a selfless act, because now I don’t so much worry about me, but I worry about you all the time. I hope I am treating you the way you deserve and also I'm trying to decide how to be a good mommy once you’re in my arms!

I can’t say that you were really a surprise, but I can definitely say we were surprised when we found out about you! It was early Monday morning and your daddy had just returned from a family trip to Stockton. During his trip, I had to stay home by myself and the whole time I was wondering if I was carrying you and dreaming about how I would react if the test did in fact come up positive. After much dreaming, I tried to convince myself that I was probably not pregnant, not this soon, and worked very hard not to get my hopes up too high.

On Monday morning I pulled out 1 of our 50 pregnancy tests that I had purchased (yes 50!) and I peed in a cup and placed the stick in the sample before laying it flat by the bathtub. I stood back, trying hard not to peak before it had time to register, the whole time convincing myself that it was definitely going to be negative to ward off any disappointment.

Despite my attempt to wait, and well before it was time, I decided to see if I could see two lines from afar. To much of my surprise, I thought, “I think there’s two lines on that thing!” I scooted closer to the stick and peered over it, “Ummmm, I think there’s 2 lines!” And then I picked it up, held it really close to my eyes (it was early morning after all) and I saw, two pink lines, “Oh my gosh, I think I’m pregnant!!!! Now what?!?!”

I subsequently sprinted over to your dad’s side of the bed, of course he was still asleep, so I put my face really close to his. He barely opened his eyes, wondering what his crazy wife was doing. I looked at him with a huge smile and said, “Good Morning!” To which he confusedly and kindly responded, “Morning??” Then I just burst out with the good news and we cried, and snuggled, and laughed, and dreamed of you! I jumped out of bed and asked him to confirm the two lines, and he said there were definitely two lines. I proceeded to take 3 more tests just to make sure and all of them were positive. I can honestly tell you, every time I saw two lines I felt like I had won the lottery. It was truly the most amazing feeling and one I can’t put into words except to say my heart was just exploding with joy!

This is a long first letter Fluffy (I’ll explain your nick-name later), but I just want you to know, from the moment we found out about you, we officially fell head over heels in love with you and we’ve never been so excited in all our existence. We are now a family of three and we can’t wait to meet you in person.

I will always love you, exactly as you are, forever and ever.

Love,
Your Mama

Summer Update

2010-08-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since I last wrote on this blog, but at varying times I become determined not to let it die a slow and lonely death! So, I'm back! In the mean time, since Korbin started school...

We went to Orange Beach for a girl's weekend. It was so nice to see the ocean and feel its breeze filled with fresh salty air (only a little oil smell...err). It was a quick trip full of celebratory drinks, food and good company. I have plenty of pics from this trip...maybe if I get more energy I'll post a few here.

Chris turned 30 on June 21st! We had a celebration at our house for my old man. We had friends over and Chris grilled his infamous burgers and we had a few yummy sides and appetizers too. It was a relaxing evening without too many shenanigans, just as Chris would prefer. He took turning 30 like a champ and I think he's ready for this next phase in life. Unfortunately, I have 2 pictures from the whole night, and they aren't even ones I took. What was I thinking?? I could kick myself when I make such silly mistakes...I mean who doesn't capture their hubby's big 3-0? Ugh. At any rate, Happy Birthday Chris, I love you so much and I'll always be happy that you'll always be older than me!

July flew by in a flash without a ton of excitement to report. It's been particularly hot and humid in the south, so we have been spending a majority of our time inside enjoying the A/C and getting our house put together. At the end of July we took an amazing trip to Buck's Lake to see our family, and of course, this has been the highlight of our summer so far.

Korbin's first time on the orange board, looking like a pro!

Jameson!

Smores with Uncle Chris and Aune Lala

Learning to "turn it, turn it" in order to roast the perfect mellow!

Daddy and Korbin swimming

Cousin Taylor

Mr. Giggly...seriously just try not to smile at this picture =)

Taylor, Korbin, Mom, Jamie, Laura, Chris, Jameson and Bill at Lakeshore for dinner.

Cutie Pie!

Our little model...this is his senior yearbook photo right?!?!

Swimming with Mommy

Devin and Corinne came for a night. So much fun!

Chris and I after a little hike around Upper and Lower Bucks

Jameson and I...oh he melts my heart yes he does!

Another posed picture--he's a ham what can I say!

I love both my nephews more than I ever thought humanly possible. They are the light of our lives right now and I look forward to the many years to come. We had a wonderful trip with all of you and we can't wait to come back next year. Thank you to our amazing family, we love you all so much and are missing you tremendously already.

First Day of School

2010-06-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Korbin's First Day of School

(I know, can you believe it, sniff sniff!!)

Time to wake up little buddy!

All set with his backpack and lunch box!

So proud of you little man!

The first of many art projects to come.

Korbin, I hope you always love school and learning as much as you did today. You are inspirational!

Summer Fun!

2010-06-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

Korbin riding the 4-wheeler by himself
In his cool new helmet he got for his birthday!

Sloooooow down!

Mr. Cool!

Jameson eating solids for the first time...I think he's happy about that =)

Family time at the zoo

Mommy and Korbin

He is adorable!

"Come on Aunt Lala and Uncle Chris, take me to New York!"

These boys are changing so fast. I love to watch them grow and explore the world around them, but I do wish time would slow down just a bit!!

Love you boys, just as you are, always and forever.

Love,

Your Aunt Lala

Jazz Fest 2010--Weekend II

2010-05-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

My amazing friends Sarah and Liz came for the second week of Jazz Fest. We were able to go on Thursday and Friday and enjoyed both days equally. It was so much fun to have them in town and I hope they will come back next y ear and every year after that! Love you girls!!

Tuesday (Arrival day)

Chris and I hosted a mini-crawfish boil for Sarah and Liz--Yummy!

Wednesday night we went out to dinner at Cafe Adelaid and topped off the night atop a balcony in the Fench Quarter. Fun was had by all drinking beer and tossing beads to eager tourists below!

Thursday we set up camp at the Acura stage and enjoyed the day!

Sarah and I

After the Thursday fest we went to dinner at Port of Call--Yummy!!

Dinner at Port of Call

After dinner we wondered Frenchmens to the beat of street musicians.

Later, we enjoyed a night cap at Dos Jefes before heading home to rest before Friday's festivities.

Friday we set up camp at the Congo Stage, wondered around the festival grounds and enjoyed great food, music and each other!

Liz, Chris and I (tragically this is also the point that Sarah's camera met it's death in the hands of a baby mama--oh the drama!)

On Friday night we went to see Anders Osborne at Monkey Hill which turned out to be AWESOME. Afterwards, we managed to grab a midnight Mojito at St. Joe's before calling it night:

Our new Dessert Club President with her Dessert Club President BLING!

Liz, Chris and Sarah

The three of us.

Saturday was departure day. We indulged in our final feast at NOLA Cake Cafe in the Marigny before taking our friends to the airport.

Please, please, please come back soon y'all!!!

Jazz Fest 2010-- Weekend I

2010-05-17T11:36:00.001-07:00

This year's Jazz Fest was often unpredictable weather wise, but we managed to have a great time none-the less. Despite all the doom and gloom in the forecast, we managed to have dry, beautiful days each day we went. What can I say? We lucked out and I'm not complaining!

First day of the fest, waiting for Simon and Garfunkel to hit the stage.

Just relaxin'

Wands, Holly and I after Cowboy Mouth
(side note: Strawberry Lemonade=not so good this year. Hopefully it will be back in all its old glory next year!)

My Nephews

2010-05-17T11:24:00.000-07:00

I love these boys more than words can ever express.

I can't wait to see you both soon.

(Jameson: 4 months, Korbin: 2.5 yrs)

I love you both, just the way you are, always and forever.

Love,

Your Aunt Lala

Mardi Gras

2010-05-17T11:20:00.000-07:00

Hilary, Chris and I had a wonderful Mardi Gras celebration. Per usual, it was a blessing to have Hilary here with us to enjoy the parades, king cake, amazing food and drinks. She took pictures and I did not, so once I have those picture in an electronic form, they will go here!

Thanks Hilary for making the effort to visit us. Mardi Gras would not be nearly as enjoyable without you. I can't wait for next year!!!

Mardi Gras and the Super Bowl

2010-05-17T11:06:00.000-07:00

The first weekend of Mardi Gras and the Superbowl landed on the same weekend which was super exciting. But, what was even more exciting was my mom had booked a ticket months in advance to also be in New Orleans for that weekend (pre Superbowl determination!). It was so much fun to have her here to celebrate the Saint's Victory and for her to see a glimpse of Mardi Gras!

The Krewe D'etat Preview Party

Shelley and Chris in front of the Tiger Woods Float

Walking up by the Fly

It was a cold, but beautiful day.

Mom and I at her first parade!

Chris and Andrew gearing up for the Superbowl

The "Who Dat Alter" that was set-up where we watched the game.

Mom and I in our Saint's gear, ready to cheer!

Wands and Chris post-victory

The French Quarter was packed with celebrating fans.

Chris and mom enjoying crawfish before the Saint's victory parade the day after the Superbowl.

Clearing the way for the parade...

All the Saint's players seemed to be enjoying the celebration

Thanks mom for visiting during such a special time in New Orleans history. Hopefully we'll be repeating this victory next year!!

The New Normal?

2010-03-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

I am still alive--I've just been busy. I thought life would slow down and return to "normal" post-holidays (whatever "normal" is--I think this pace is my new normal??), but then came the Saint's--oh the SAINTS and mom was in town and we had a good ol' time cheering and celebrating and...oh the SAINTS. And then came Mardi Gras with my BF Hil--oh the joys of MG and the exhaustion that accompanies all that fun. Then I thought, "Now it's time, time to slow down and relax." Bwahaha, the Universe had different plans. We were going to fly to Colorado a few weeks after MG and unfortunately our plans were changed. First my dear sister in-law broke her ankle and two days later we had a tragic and heart breaking death in the family. Chris's beloved Aunt Barbara died and the world was sent into a tail spin. Most of her family is still trying to figure out which way is up. I have witneesed how this family has been an amazing support system for one another--sticking by each other and lifting up one another's spirits. During this horrible time, they have managed to come together and give one another strength, to me that's phenomenal. I have also been in school part time to get my certification in play therapy, I have been finishing up my supervision to get my license as a professional counselor, and in between all that work I've been having fun loving my husband and enjoying our weekends together. Anyhow, most recently we ended up rebooking our Colorado trip, so we will be skiing afterall. We look forward to the respite and relaxation that immediately ensues from breathing in fresh mountain air and seeing a gazillion stars in the pitch black night sky. This vacation is a much needed break from the craziness of city life. Also, post-vacation, I hope to get back to writing again. Writing about real things that are going on during this time in my life. My heart strings are being pulled in a million different directions. I need to get some thoughts out of my mind and I think this is a good place to do it. **beep beep**

Missing These Boys...

2010-02-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

The hardest part about being so far away from Reno is missing these boys all the time. I wish I could hug and kiss them every single day.

Checking out the world and being all cute while he's at it

Sporting daddy's new hat

Silly boy! Life is so good

Looking good in his new New Orleans t-shirt from Betty

Our little rockstar...on stage with his guitar

Brother love

My sweet precious nephews, I'm the luckiest Auntie in the world

I love you Korbin and Jameson, just as you are, always and forever.

xoxoxoxoxo

Who Dat???

2010-02-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

Scott Threlkeld/The Times-Picayune

The New Orleans's Saints won Super Bowl XLIV!!!

The city is going CRAZY--We're wild with excitment!
We Believed and We WON!!

Who dat? Who dat? Who dat say dey gonna beat dem Saints??
NOBODY!

More Pictures

2010-01-25T09:07:00.000-08:00

Because I can't stop thinking about this awesome trip!

Korbin and Uncle Chris setting up the Dinosaur track for the cars to zip around.

Korbin's 5:30am wake up call, he says, "Time for dinner Lala, you pancakes, Chris chicken." The frog was just a good bouncing partner.

Big Brother got a horse--the best gift EVER. He would gallop around and "Yee-haw" throughout the house. One time he came in and said, "Come on Lala, hop on!" Alright Cowboy!

Little Bean--squeee!

Serious reading about Elmo and such.

Mama with her newest little man. She's such a good mama--lucky boys she has!

Cooking with Chris

Cheeeeeese! I love him =)

We can't believe it either--my how time changes us (for the better yes?!)